Love War

Struggle

Soojin Pov

Miyeon was asleep still and she looked adorable even with the kiss we shared last night I only saw her as my sister and I only wanted to clear some things up in my mind.

I woke up a little while ago what happened last night was nice but I'm starting to have guilt I love Miyeon she is my friend but what we did shouldn't have happened I feel like I was just using her.

I don't want her to get the wrong idea I just wanted something someone at that moment and besides I think I just wanted to kiss her to feel better about Shuhua's kiss with Sana.

Miyeon started to wake up "good morning" she says to me and smiles than asked how I slept I said I was fine she looks at me and she could tell I wasn't fine "Was it because we kissed?" She asked me with a sadden look.

"It was nice but we shouldn't have done that it could make our relationship difficult" I explained to her feeling disappointed with my actions.

Instead of getting upset with me she just smiles understandingly and slowly squeezes my hand, "It's okay I understand I was just helping a friend as you were so sad yesterday I just wanted you to feel better" She explains to me she has always been so understanding.

"And besides I was mad at Minnie for going out with Yuqi all night not even informing me her best friend that she was not going out" Miyeon says as she rolls her eyes at the remembrance of last night events.

So with that in mind she just wanted someone to hang out with her and when I came and than told her to kiss me she agreed but I know she has a thing for Minnie they are always together.

I can tell they are really close they would make a cute couple that is if they like girls or even each other. "Look you have been one of my closest friend for years now and I have a feeling that you two both really like each other and I know if you don't say anything about your feelings for her it could really hurt your relationship with her." I tell her she looks at me with a nervous look.

"Yeah your right Jinjin I'll talk to her later today" she says with a confident smile on her face, we hug and than I remember Shuhua I don't know why but I don't want her to know about this incident with me and Miyeon.

"Hey Mi can you please not tell Shuhua about our kiss I don't want her to know about this or anyone in that matter." I say to her "Yeah of course I know how Shu gets especially when it involves you she really loves you" Miyeon says with a smirk.

I nod at her "I won't say anything to Minnie either I don't want her to hate me" she agrees and we start to get ready for the day, as we leave Miyeon's room I see Shuhua she has a surprised look on her face like she doesn't know why me and Miyeon are together.

What are you to doing in Miyeon's room?" She ask with a suspicious look "I slept with her for the night as I was feeling a little lonely."

I could see on her face that she was jealous and usually I like when she's jealous because it give butterflies to my stomach but after what I saw yesterday I couldn't care less what she thought.

I couldn't confront Shuhua because I did follow her without her knowing so I either had to get her to give in by telling me where she went or I would never know what her intentions were yesterday.

I didn't want to wait to see if she would ever tell me the truth of where she went yesterday and the thoughts were slowly eating me up so I build up my confidence to ask her where she really was yesterday.

"Shu can I ask where did you go last night I was kinda worried when you didn't come home with us" I tell her giving her my best concern look to make it more convincing.

Her face went blank I could tell she didn't want to answer me but I needed to hear her answer. After a minute she gave me her answer.

"Oh yeah sure I went to see my friend than went home" She says than gives me a nervous chuckle I know she is partially lying to me. " Oh okay are you sure that's all you did last night"I say and she said yes.

I couldn't believe she didn't confess to me the full truth I know there is more going on especially as I can tell when she is lying to me that she kissed Sana.

I could feel my face turn red I was so angry with her I decided I needed to leave our dorm I give her a fake smile and told her I needed to do something, so I took my purse and left I decided to go to the park to clear my head.

I saw it was such a beautiful day and that Mata would love to go on a walk so I went back in and grabbed him, "where are you going with Mata?" I didn't answer I was still upset with her so I leave with Mata wanting to leave the situation and quick.

Ten minutes after leaving I see that Mata looks thirsty so I got him a water, while he was enjoying the water I sat on a bench and look at my phone I turned it off so I wouldn't get distracted.

Once I felt better and got in a good walk with Mata in I turn my phone back on I had thirty two missed calls from Shuhua. I hadn't even been gone for long and she dose this I decided to ignore her because I wasn't ready to talk just yet.

As me and Mata leave and start to walk back home again I see a familiar face it was Somi I couldn't be happier to see her god knows I could really use someone to talk to.