Love War

Remorse

Shuhua Pov

I was hanging out with Yuqi and Soyeon in the living room for awhile now as I was wondering about Soojin she went on a walk without even saying anything and also she took my baby Mata with her which is fine but it would be nice to know where they are going.

I feel that Soojin is different now with me I don't know why but something seems off maybe I'm just being paranoid or something but that's just a thought I have been having for the last couple of days.

I was getting ready to go take a nap with Haka until I herd the front door open I was so happy to see my two babies Soojin and Mata I went to hug both of them and surprisingly Soojin looked very happy she kept on smiling at me which relieved me because I thought she was mad at me for some reason.

I got curious "why are you so happy?" I asked her I don't think she is happy to see me anymore she replied with a smile " It was just such a beautiful day for a walk that it made my day also because I enjoyed my alone time" she explained to me I didn't think much of it and took Mata to my room to rest.

When I got into my bed about to fall asleep I heard my phone go off I turn to see that Sana was calling I was so happy to see the name " Bestie" pop up that I answered immediately.

Lately me and her have gotten close and it makes me so happy because I really don't have many friends in Korea so when she started talking to me it made me so happy.

I answered I heard her cute voice "hello Shuhua I didn't bother you did I?" She asked me I reply the same and say "No of course not I told you before you can call me whenever you like I know you have such a pact schedule" I explained to her with a smile forming on my face.

We began to talk about many different things it was just small talk at first but I was enjoying it. Sana was a bright person she could always make me smile wide but not as big as Soojin unnie can Soojin always came first in my eyes.

Sana was in the middle of a story when I hear my door open to my surprise it was Soojin she was holding a plate of food and she was about to say something until she heard a voice it was Sana's voice.

She had this hurt expression on her face but it quickly left as she didn't say anything and looked away from me. After a minute she looked furious not only furious but upset at me.

But before I could ask why she was in my room she shut the door and left I could feel that something was wrong she never acts like that to me.

I was about to leave my room until I remembered Sana was still on the phone "Hey Shu you still their? I can hang up the phone if you are busy" Sana says, but I told her no we were in the middle of a conversation and I was enjoying it so I just decided to let what just happen to go for now.

While talking Sana asked what happened Earlier and why did I stop talking I told what happened with Soojin and she just laughed.

I was surprised on why she was laughing so I asked "why are you laughing so much unnie"she replies by saying " isn't it obvious Soojin is jealous" Jealous? no way Soojin is never jealous.

I didn't think about it at first but than it hit me maybe she was jealous but why? it wasn't like I was flirting or anything with anyone so I asked Sana why she might be jealous "Hmm I don't know maybe because you are talking to someone who isn't her" She explains to me but that didn't make sense because I always talk to other people.

She never cared who I talked to in the past but than why now? I think I was too silent and my thoughts starts to consume me and soon Sana spoked about something.

"Why not make her jealous" I was shocked why would I make her jealous? than Sana spoke again " If we make her jealous maybe she will want to be with you when she realizes that you are talking to someone else" Sana explains at that I start to blush there's no way Soojin likes me back.

Soojin would never like me back she only sees me as a friend and I just wish she saw me as a lover. I was still mad about the movie incident with that Somi girl I didn't like her she was always flirting with Soojin and that made my blood boil.

I didn't like them together I didn't trust Somi and most of all I didn't want her trying to take my Unnie from me I am so in love with Soojin and if Soojin was to fall in love with someone else I would be heartbroken.

Just than it hit me maybe the reason Soojin was so happy when she came back home from her walk was because she went and saw Somi.

That thought alone made me furious, I started to turn red because of anger not only did they see each other but my baby Mata was there witnessing it.

I never wanted Somi near my Mata EVER Mata was me and Soojin's baby with me, Soojin and Mata and Haka we were like a little family. Me as the mom and Soojin as the dad and our dogs as our children.

This started to make sense to me becauseI know how happy Soojin gets when she sees Somi she was always happy around Somi so this must be true.

I took Sana's advice and agreed that I needed to make Soojin really jealous she needed to know that she is actually in love with me and only me not Somi ONLY ME she's mine.

I decided to make a plan to make Soojin jealous, on Saturday I would invite Sana over to our dorm to hang out with me instead of hanging out with Soojin I know this will make her Jealous if she actually does like me like Sana is telling me.

Sana agreed and we planned out our " Date" together I can already see the face Soojin would make I know this will work if she actually likes me back she needs to know that I'm her only baby and she needs to take charge of me, and if she really likes me she will fight for me that thought alone made me wet for her.

I decided to hang up the phone with Sana and take my nap I was still tired and besides I didn't want to see Soojin because I wanted her to stay jealous about me and Sana so I take my nap with my babies and just dream about me and Soojin being together and maybe doing some inappropriate actions together ;)