Love War

Heart

Somi Pov

I have been working so hard on my new comeback lately and I'm so excited about me making some new music for all of my fans not only that but I have been pretty tired lately but it's worth it for my fans.

I'm doing this not only for me but to also show how much I care for all of my fans and what they mean to me, ever since I was on Sixteen they have been my support system.

Everything was amazing except for one thing and that was my love for Soojin.

Ever since the incident at her dorm I have never been so in love but the problem is she likes Shuhua and it's not fair. Shuhua has Sana why can't Soojin see that and move on?

We should be together she is the only person who ever cared about me and never judged me that's why I love her, she always knows what's best for me and has never been anything but an angel to me.

And maybe deep inside she loves me too and it's not one sided, if that's true than she will be the only person who has ever loved me for me, not for my fame or my money but for Jeon Somi the mixed girl with a big heart.

No one has ever wanted to be with me they always choose someone else it made sense as I was heavily bullied in school just for me being mixed and not full Korean.

Even Sana, at first I liked her and I thought she liked me too but I was wrong because she began to date Tzuyu behind my back and my heart had been shattered for the first time in my life.

Just when I thought someone could like me for me they go and choose someone else and I can't even blame her. Tzuyu was way prettier and better than me in every way possible.

I was heart broken but than I met Soojin and she was so kind to me and was always so sweet she even sent me flowers and my favorite candy for my last comeback.

I knew she was single but she has a lot of admirers like Shuhua, even senior group members like Yooha and Moonbyul.

I think Shuhua is cute in her own way but she hates me and just has a terrible attitude in my opinion, not to mention she always glares at me and just makes me feel like she hates my guts so much she wishes I would die.

I didn't care though I have online haters worse than her and she only acts like that to me because I want Soojin. And I knew that so thats why I agreed to that date and even bought a new dress and makeup so she would think I'm prettier than Shuhua ever can call me a bitch but I don't share what is mine.

But of course Shuhua ruined my date we didn't even get to eat our food which was such a waste because I had a whole romantic night planned in my head.

Soojin had spent the night at my house and it was great and Evelyn loves her which is amazing because she usually doesn't like people coming over she even cuddled with her last night which I was kinda jealous but it was my little sister.

And I think Soojin likes her just as much because I always talk about her and she just smiles so big at the mention of Evelyn I could tell that Soojin would make a great mother someday.

I had to leave early this morning because of my hectic schedule so i didn't get to see Soojin wake up but I left a note telling her to stay at my place and we can hang out later once I get back.

I haven't had much free time so I can't call her and see how she is doing or if she actually stayed at my place.

I am going to try and hurry up with this photo shoot so I can buy Soojin some of her favorite foods that she told me recently that she told me she likes.

She deserves it after the shit day we had yesterday and also because I want her to know that I care and love her even if she doesn't know that I'm in love with her more than just a friend but I don't want to rush her or make her uncomfortable.

I don't even know if she likes me back romantically and I don't want to embarrass or ruin what we have now as really good friends, and I know that she has feelings for Shuhua but I want her to forget her feelings for Shuhua so she can love me.

Its not selfish because I can love her way more than Shuhua could ever and because unlike her I will cook and clean and do anything and I mean anything to make Soojin happy.

So I feel that I would be the better partner than Shuhua could ever be, she is selfish and takes advantage of Soojin and I just can't stand it anymore.

I don't care what it takes she will be mine and I'm going to get my revenge on Shuhua for hurting my beautiful Soojin she will regret this.