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I-26 b.b

if anyone needs this: I-15 (part 1), I-23 (part 2) and this is PART 3.
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FYI: Clara and Y/n finally talk.
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⚠️ warnings: lot's of dialogue, get your tissues, sad, ouch!
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Bucky was asleep in the chair. He never left my room. He had his arms crossed in front of him with his head hanging low.

Small snoring and deep breathing. I got up and pulled the chair closer to my bed. I struggled with his weight, throwing me on my back before laying him down.

There was a light knock on my door, as Clara stood in the doorway.

"He fell asleep?"

"Yeah,"

She helped by gently removing his shoes and tucking him in. I shook my head feeling the dull pain arising from last night's drinking.

"Do you want me to bring you Ibuprofen?" She offered kindly.

"It's okay, I'll take one after breakfast. Do you want me to make you anything?"

She shook her head, messing with her hands as I took her answer and excited my room.

"Actually, Y/n, I-um I wanted to talk to you. This is probably going to sound weird but did Bucky tell you anything about...you know...us?"

"He did but trust me I don't know much, I'm sure you'll both figure it out." I reassured her and as I did, it was like I could hear my heart cracking.

"I don't think we will."

I tilted my head in curiosity, examining her odd behavior.

"Why not?"

"He's not being honest with me and mostly with himself. I mean, I don't know what to think, he's just always talking about...about,"

"About? You think he's cheating?"

"No Y/n, I don't know. Listen, he's always talking about you. In every conversation, your name shows up, and he always speaks so highly of you. Look I don't want you to think that I dislike you because of that because truly it's not your fault, and since I'm trying to be as honest as I can, it's eating me up alive."

My heart stopped. He was talking about me to her. He's talking about me. Why?

"I-uh...I...what?"

"You're a good person, Y/n. I know you love Bucky and that you're respecting our relationship. You've never done anything to disappoint me, so I want you to promise me something. Okay?"

"Clara, you don't need to, I can't."

"Yes you can, I need you to do this for me. I could stay and try again but I know damn well where he'll go running to, and that's you."

"My car is waiting for me outside, I need you to take care of him. You're made for each other, you two are, not us. If it's not today, it would of just been another day. I need to do this."

"You're leaving? Clara, no, you can't fight over me, he'll stop. I promise you, he'll stop but please don't leave him."

"I'm not leaving him, I'm helping him realize who he needs."

"What if I'm not what he needs?"

She giggled softly, walking towards me, and taking me into her arms. It was warm and long.

"You are, you've probably always been. You should pay more attention in the way he looks at you."

[Time skip]

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What did she tell you?"

He was frantically pacing around my room. His hands running through his fair and in desperation.

"I shouldn't have gon- I...I need to go find her."

"Bucky, I tried making her stay."

I walked towards him, opening my arms but he pushed them away. He was hurt.

"I shouldn't have gone to pick you up or else none of this would have happened. I should have called Steve."

"it's my fault? I mean it probably is,"

"No, no, Y/n, I'm not saying it is but if I would have to stopped drooling over you none of this would have happened. God, I'm such an idiot."

"It is my fault, Bucky. If I wouldn't have made you stay in my room, she probably wouldn't have left. I mean you could have made it up to her, after you brought me here."

It made sense, if I didn't ask Bucky to stay last night, he could've gone to her.

Snaked his arms around her waist and pulled her back to his chest, as all of her anger and worries drifted away. It could've changed her mind.

"She wouldn't have, she's like you, stubborn."

It was like he answered back to the own solutions he had made in his head. I should go talk to her. No, she made up her mind. There's no going back now. But maybe she'll listen. It's over.

"I'm sorry Bucky. I'll leave you alone."

"No, Y/n, stay."

Author's notes:

OKAY. this is part 3. please vote if you want a shoutout in part 4!!

also please don't forget to give my Natasha imagine some love, she deserves it.

It's currently 1:26 am and I finished writing early!! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER.

I wanted to say thank you for everybody who comments on my writing style and how it draws them in.

As a writer, it's always feels amazing hearing all kinds of feedback and support.

It keeps me motivated. I try to make every chapter I write take you into that world. To actually be in the MCU. To help you escape because that's what writing is all about.

sorry for the long ass speechhh.

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