Why is it so hard to let go
I'm still hurt that it's her instead of me
You broke my heart and still I forgive you
You had me completely
I wish I could say goodbye
But I know I'd go insane
I can't get rid of thoughts of you
These memories in my brain
I hate her for being better
I hate myself more for not being enough
I'm sorry for closing up and being insecure
For holding back on my love
And still here you are
Acting like our dynamic hasn't changed
You continue stepping on my heart
Smiling like its still the same
I hope that this feeling leaves my system
And maybe I'll find someone new
Who sweeps me off my feet
Someone who doesn't come second to you
YOU ARE READING
Her Story
PoetryHello, it's been quite some time since I've last written a poem, and it's been years since I've tried being an active poet, let's hope the past few years have given me some new experiences to write about
