𝓐𝓼𝔂𝓶𝓶𝓮𝓻𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝓑𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝔂 {A Ena x Reader Fanfiction}

Prologue

Universes.

The only reason I exist. Universes. That's my only purpose in my lengthy life. To fix other people's problems. Problems that have nothing to do with me. Problems that are as big as war and as small as homework. Well, maybe not as small as homework but pretty small.

Traveling to different universes has allowed me to see many different things from many different perspectives. Yet, with so many different experiences, I feel as useless as a pet rock.

I feel like a robot. I just exist to do my job. That's literally it. I have nothing else to do after that. I just wait until my next mission to continue my job.

I don't get attached easily, which makes me a priority for the job. Many others like me have gotten attached to their mission. Some have even stayed in those universes. What cowards.

However, no matter how cowardly it might be, there are times where I wish I could be like them. Times where I wish I could find a place where I feel like I belong.

Sure, those who choose to stay in a universe may be seen as cowards but I will always have envy towards them. They've found a place where they belong as I continue to float endlessly in space knowing that I'll never belong anywhere. Knowing that I'll never exist for anything else than my job.

But I've already accepted that, I think.

Over the past century and a half, I haven't found one universe that I wanted to stay in. I used to hope that one day I would find a universe just for me, but after the first 50 years, I gave up on hoping.

Don't get me wrong, that doesn't mean I haven't felt any happiness or desire in a universe. I have, just not enough to make me want to stay.

I've been to many universes and many of those universes I liked to be in. I liked the people that I worked with and the world I got to explore and experience.

You might be asking, why not just stay in any universe that you like despite not having the desire to?

Just because you like something doesn't mean you want it. I never felt an attachment, only a likeness. I was fine with those worlds and universes only becoming simple memories that preoccupied my mind.

Again, that's all I exist for. One job and one job only.

I'm not sure how long I have to be alive doing this. Some of my peers whom I work with have been doing this for millenniums. I'm not sure when this ends. Do I have to commit to my job for the rest of time?

I won't lie, that sounds like a nightmare.

Right now, in the middle of a space, belonging to a universe in which I had work in for several weeks, I was quietly looking out the window of my ship, observing several stars and planets alike.

Where do we get these ships? I have no clue, but one thing that I have learned since my existence is that you don't ask questions. No one around here knows the answer. Only the gods and higher powers know, but it's not like we can go up to them and ask them.

On my last mission, I had to free an entire civilization of a different race from beneath a mountain that they were banished into years ago by magic. It was an adventure, to say the least. A lot of fighting, dying, and hard work. Needless to say, I hope that my next mission isn't as complicated. I think I need a break.

"(Y/N)!!"

I flinched, startled. Did I zone out again?

"Jesus, what goes on in that brain of yours? You always seem to be deep in thought..."

I turn my head towards Tallula, one of my peers.

"Sorry," I apologize, scratching the back of my neck. "I'm just thinking.." I add, giving a vague response.

"About what?"

"Oh nothing important really," I look back at the stars. "Just, you know, universes, life, missions...stuff like that."

"Interesting, oh!" Tallula pulled out an envelope with my name on it. "I almost forgot!"

I groaned, automatically knowing what the letter was going to be. "Another mission? Already?? I just finished one a few days ago!" I complained.

"Yes, yes, I know! But the boss told me that this was way easier. You should get it done in no time!" Tallula claimed, cheerfully might I add.

Tallula always had some sort of energy inside her that was always bursting out of her. To be fair, she was new to this, only being in existence for about 20 years. Still, I'm jealous.

"Here," Tallula hands me the letter. "Hurry, open it! I wanna know what your mission is!" She exclaims with excitement. I sign, smiling a bit at her enthusiasm.

I open the letter, pulling on the piece of paper that withheld the information for my next mission. I carefully unfolded the paper and read the contents of it out loud.

"Dear (Y/N),

You have been sent on a mission to a geometric 3D world, in which you will assist a character by the name of ENA who suffers from unfortunate mood swings. We are afraid that she will cause an amount of destruction or at least some sort of discomfort to the people around her. We hope that you can help this character in some way. This mission should last two months at most. It begins in the next four days. Please prepare.

Sincerely,
Gonzalez."

"Huh, interesting. A geographical 3D world? I haven't heard of a world like that before." Tallula questioned. I chuckled.

"I definitely have. I will say that it's uncommon to come across one." I explain.

"Really?! What are they like?" Tallula asks, eyes filled with curiosity. I smile.

"That's a conversation for another time," I say, stretching. "I need to get ready to leave."

"Aw! I'm gonna miss you when you leave! You better come back!" Tallula claims.

"Trust me Tallula, I won't be going anywhere for a long time."

"I don't know (Y/N), you never know. You might get attached." Tallula claims. I scoffed.

"Attached? Trust me, that won't happen. Especially for a small mission like this one. Attachment is for cowards."

"Hey," Tallula puts a hand on my shoulder and looks at me with a somewhat sad smile. "Don't say that. You don't know how many people finally found a life worth living. A life worth living that was better than this. That's wonderful for them."

I averted eye contact. She was right, and I hated that.

"But still," Her cheery tone comes back. "You better not get attached because I'll miss you too much!" She cried. "And if you do, you better promise to not forget me." I chuckled.

"Don't worry, I won't get attached. I've spent ages going from universe to universe. I'll be fine." I reassure her.

"Still! Even though you say you won't, I still want you to promise me that if you do somehow get attached, you won't forget me." Tallula insisted.

I sighed. "I promise." No matter how ridiculous this sounded, a part of me believed her. A part of me believed that there was a possibility that I will finally find a place where I belonged. A part of me still had hope.

Oh, how stupid that part of me was.

"Well anyway, we should get going. Have fun on your mission alright! Go on and prepare!" Tallula said.

"There's not that much to prepare for honestly."

"Oh, whatever. Just get going. We have things to get to, remember?"

"Ah, sure. Well, I'll see you in another lifetime Tallula."

"You as well (Y/N)!"

And just like that, we went our separate ways.

I sighed as I walked back to my station. It was time to prepare for another mission. Not that it was anything new to me.

Word count: 1339

A/N: Yuh first chapter let's go. I hope y'all liked it. I'm honestly just in love with Ena and wanted to write. I still don't know how I'm gonna make it work cuz her world is pretty complicated tbh but ill find a way. Anyways bye lol idk.