My head hits Luka's pillow.
I'm just waiting for him to get back from an appointment. Juleka let me on the boat and silently went to her room afterwards.
I smile as I look around Luka's room. It's so... him. It makes me happy.
Before I met Luka, I felt nothing.
More like numb. I just felt so separated from everything and everyone else. It's like I didn't even exist at all.
When I did feel something, I was always sad. I was broken, and I had no idea how to fix myself. So much pain in so little time.
I felt hopeless, like, why was I even here? I know that people are depressed, but how does the brain get to such a point where it makes you feel like absolutely nothing?
That changed when I met Luka.
Luka was and still is so patient with everything. He aims to bring out the absolute best in people no matter how they treat him.
I thought he was dating Marinette, and he probably was for a while, but then he asked me out.
I only accepted because I wanted to feel something other than sadness. Even if he couldn't fix all my problems, I wanted something to feel, even if it was just feeling vicariously through Luka's emotions.
I personally thought Luka was just fucking with me when he confessed. Like dude, if I don't even like the way I look, why would you?
Especially compared to someone as good looking as Luka, I looked like a fucking potato put in a blender on the highest setting.
Every single time I self-deprecate myself, Luka always tells me I'm amazing and perfect just the way I am. I guess he lives by the mindset of 'if you tell yourself something enough times, you'll believe it eventually'.
Well, it worked.
I can now proudly say I'm out of that dark place now. I'm the happiest I've been in a long time. I'm confident and can properly return Luka's affection now.
He just makes me so happy, I almost can't believe he's real.
"What song is going on in your pretty head?"
I jump up at the sudden voice and see Luka standing next to me. He smiles and holds his hand out. I gladly take it.
"I have a surprise for you. I think you'll like it."
I just smile and nod. I trust Luka. If he thinks I'll like something, I usually do.
He leads me to the bathroom. Juleka is standing there with hair dye materials. He gestures for me to sit on a stool.
"We won't touch your hair if you don't want to do this."
I jump up happily and squeeze Luka's hands.
"Of course I want to do this. You two would have been the first people I asked to dye my hair."
Juleka gives a small smile as I sit on the stool. Luka smiles and stands behind me as they get started.
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"Okay (Y/N). You can look in the mirror now."
I turn around and nearly squeal at the sight. I've never been one to dye my hair, but damn, that looks good.
I turn toward Luka and Juleka. Luka is blushing while rubbing the back of his neck. Juleka is just smiling.
"Thank you so much you two. I love it."
Juleka nods while Luka pulls me into a hug. He reaches around me to grab something before holding me at arm's length.
He places a rose in my hair. Oh fuck, now I'm blushing.
"I have another surprise for you."
I just smile even wider as he leads me out to his bike. We put on our helmets before getting on.
"Are you steady?"
I nod before Luka takes off. We're zooming through the streets of Paris on a bike. A fucking bike.
We stop at the Eiffel Tower. There are lights shining in my favorite colors. Did Luka set this up?
I take his hand once more as he leads me to the elevator in the Eiffel Tower. Once we're at the top, I see a message written in the sky.
'I love you, (Y/N)'
I turn to Luka.
"Luka, this is perfect!"
He smiles before kissing me on the lips. I wrap my arms around his neck as I deepen the kiss.
Luka's hand rakes through my newly dyed hair as he pulls away. His other hand cups my cheek.
"You're perfect."
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