"I loved you and still I do, but back then you choose her over me, but then also I was never yours." She sadly chuckled. "Seokjin-shii I don't wanna get hurt again".
With that being said she walked away, the hurt was evident in her brown orbs.
"Don...
I WAS BARELY AWAKE WHEN I HEARD A NOTIFICATION SOUND FOLLOWED BY A SCREAMING YOUJIN. I WAS INTERNALLY CURSING HER FOR WAKING ME FROM MY SWEET SLUMBER.I GROANED AND SAT IN MY BED WITH MY MESSY MORNING FACE, WHICH I DARE NOT LOOK INTO THE MIRROR. I LOOKED UP TO FIND A YOUJIN WITH AN IDIOTIC SMILE PLASTERED IN HER FACE HOLDING A MUG OF STEAMING COFFEE FOR ME,I THINK. "Eonnie!!! why did you scream,it's sooo early, you disturebed my, me time". SHE ROLLED HER EYES AND MOVED FURTHER INTO THE ROOM. I HELD MY HANDS FORWARD AND SHE STOOD THERE WITH A CONFUSED FACE. I WAS SURE I SAW A LIGHT BULB TURNED ON NEAR HER HEAD,SHE CHUCKLED AND SAID,"Chia dear, don't get your hopes high the coffee is entirely mine,so get off the bed and make one on your own.""And it's not early its already past 9, me being the sweet generous friend,which I actually am,allowed your lazy ass to sleep". I BOWED MY HEAD,"How generous of you youjinaah!!!!"I GET OFF THE BED AND DECIDED TO ARRANGE IT,I CONGRATULATED MYSELF FOR BEING THE TIDY KID. IT WAS THEN I REMEMBERED ABOUT MY WAKE UP CALL ,"Why the hell did you yell? I would have been awaken by a simple push".I ARRANGED IT AND SAT ON THE EDGE OF THE BED AND LOOK UP AT HER. SHE WAS NOW SITTING THERE SMILING EAR TO EAR,THE COFFEE CUP HALF THE WAY UP TO THE LIPS.SHE SUDDENLY SQUEALED AND SAID,"Chia-yaaa you are never gonna believe it, A concert is gonna be held at the Seoul Olympic Stadium. Listen okay the best part is about to come,drum rolls, my rich ass bought the tickets as soon as they were sold.I told you since you are here the chance to meet our boys just increased" MY RUSTY BRAIN WAS PROCESSING ALL SHE SAID,SOON I WAS A YELLING MESS. I VOICED HER MY THOUGHTS,"Eonnie me being here, it still felt like a dream on top of that this…... Aaahhhhh I must be one lucky lady. Dear lord, bless my Namjesus soul".
EONNIE TOLD ME THAT THE CONCERT IS GONNA BE HELD TWO WEEKS AFTER. I WAS EXCITED, EXCITED WOULD BE AN UNDERSTATEMENT IF YOU ASK ME.
SHE TOLD ME TO DRESS, SO WE CAN GO FOR A BREAKFAST AND MY SHOPPING. I SKIMMED THROUGH MY WARDROBE AND PICKED UP A BLACK SKINNY RIPPED JEANS AND AN OVERSIZED BABY PINK SWEATSHIRT. I MADE MY HAIR INTO A TIGHT PONY, TOOK MY PHONE AND WALLET AND MADE MY WAY TO THE LIVING ROOM. THEIR STOOD YOUJIN EONNIE, BEAUTIFUL AS EVER I ASKED HER TO TAKE ANYTHING FROM MY WARDROBE FOR HER TO WEAR. SHE WAS WEARING A GREY TRACKSUIT PANT WITH A DARK GREEN SLEEVELESS TURTLENECK TOP THAT FITS INTO HER COMFORTABLY. SHE TIED HER HAIR IN A LOOSE FRENCH BRAID. FROM THE LOOK OF IT, SHE WOULD BE MY LITTLE SISTER.
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SHE SMILED AND TOOK MY HANDS TO WALK OUT OF THE BUILDING. WE LOCKED MY HOME AND MADE OUR WAY OUT. SHE SAID THAT THE SHOPPING AREA IS AT WALKABLE DISTANCE, SO WE DECIDED TO WALK OUR WAY INTO THE DESTINATION. ON THE WALK WE TALKED EACH OTHER. I ASKED," Eonniee , how is your relationship going on". NOW THAT I THINK OF IT SHE HASN'T BEEN SPEAKING OF HER BOYFRIEND FOR FEW DAYS,EVEN WHILE I WAS PREPARING TO COME HERE. SHE WAS ALWAYS RANTING ABOUT HER SO "PERFECT BOYFRIEND" THAT SHE CONSTANTLY NAGS ME TO GO ON A DATE, OR ELSE I WILL REMAIN A SAINT TILL DEATH.I WAS BROUGHT OUT OF MY THOUGHT BY HER DEEP SIGH. SHE LOWERED HER HEAD AND STARTED TO TALK IN A LOW VOICE,"It's nothing to worry we had a small couple fight. Nothing more". SHE LOOKED UP WITH A SMILE IN HER FACE, BUT IT DIDN'T REACH HER EYES.I DECIDED NOT TO PRESSURE HER ANYMORE.SO I RETURNED THE GESTURE AND SAID IN AN ASSURING WAY,"Just know I will be there for you when you need me. Ok" SHE NODDED HER HEAD. WE WALKED SOME DISTANCE WITH A COMFORTABLE SILENCE. WE SOON REACHED THE SHOPPING COMPLEX AREA. IT WAS MUCH MORE IN RUSH .IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CROWD I FELT LIKE I WAS PAUSED AND ALL OTHERS WERE FAST FORWARDED. I SHOOK MY HEAD, THAT WAS DRAMATIC ENOUGH.
YOUJIN EONNIE WAS WALKING A LITTLE AHEAD OF ME. I WALKED A LITTLE FASTER TO CATCH UP WITH HER. SHE WALKED INTO A SHOPPING COMPLEX NEARBY. I FOLLOWED HER, AND WE STARTED OUR 'SHOPPING SPREE'
FOR GROCERIES AND ESSENTIALS IS A POINT TO BE NOTED. WE WALKED INTO THE MALL. IT LOOKED GRAND AND RICH. NOW I AM NOT MUCH OF A SHOPPING GIRL, BUT I WOULD DEFINITELY BUY IF I NEED. I DON'T WANNA LOOK UNDERDRESSED OR WANNA STAND OUT FROM THE CROWD WITH MY WEIRD SENSE OF FASHION ,SO I ASKED MY COMPANION,"Eonniee can you help me shop some casuals, I felt like my sense of fashion sucks". YOUJIN REPLIED,"Yaaaa, there is nothing wrong with your 'sense of fashion' but I will definitely help you get dressed . People choose to wear according to their comfort so get your mind out of all the 'street fashion' bullshit. And it will definitely not hurt adding a few to your broke ass wardrobe", she giggled. CHIA SAID," Eonnieeee my wardrobe is good enough, they are super cool. Back at home I have so much more. If it weren't for my mom's pickles and kimchi mania I would have brought more",now Chia was sulking in the middle of a shopping mall. YOUJIN SHOOK HER HEAD AND SAID,"Whatever you say Doll face, But wait did you tell mom send kimchi and pickles with you and you heartless bitch fed me plain ramen yesterday!!!!!". CHIA ROLLED HER EYES AT THE ELDER'S DRAMATIC SELF, NOW IT WAS YOUJIN WHO WAS SULKING.SHE SAID,"Eonni I forgot about it yesterday,I will give it to you once we reach there.Now move your ass up here I gotta shop". CHIA FLIPPED HER HAIR AND STARTED TO WALK TOWARDS THE NEARBY STORE. THEY STROLLED IN AND YOUJIN STARTED TO GET OUTFITS FOR CHIA.YOUJIN SAID," You don't get to pic today because imma gonna be your stylist. So all you have to do is sit there and look pretty while your Eonni does the work." CHIA GIGGLED," Aye Aye Cap".
I WAITED FOR HER TO IN THE COUCH PROVIDED SCROLLING THROUGH MY INSTA FEEDS. AFTER HALF AN HOUR THE GODDESS OF THE FOREST FINALLY DECIDED TO APPEAR, NOTE THE SARCASM. SHE TOOK ME TO A FREE TRIAL ROOM AND HANDED ME THE CASUAL OUTFITS SHE CHOOSE. I MUST SAY SHE HAS A GOOD SENSE OF FASHION. BUT IMMA NEVER GONNA TELL IT TO HER FACE, NOP NEVER. I TRIED THE DRESSES SHE GAVE, SHE HANDED ME THREE PAIR OF DRESS. ONE IS LAVENDER COLORED TOP THAT REACHES MID THIGHS PAIRED WITH A WHITE SKINNY JEANS, I KINDA LIKE IT. THEN IT WAS BABY PINK HOODIE WITH BLACH RIPPED JEANS, I AM WHIPPED FOR RIPPED JEANS SO IT WAS DEFINITELY A YES. AND THE BABY PINK HOODIE KINDA REMIND ME OF JINNIE, NOPE NOT THE JINNIE OUTSIDE BUT MY BIAS WREAKER, SWEET I THOUGHT. THE LAST ONE WAS A SLEEVELESS BURGUNDY TOP WITH A COLLAR NECK. I TUCKED THE SHIRT IN WITH A WHITE BELL BOTTOM PANTS. THIS WAS NOT A YES 😅. YUP NOT MY STYLE. BUT IT WOULD TOTALLY LOOK GOOD ON HER. AFTER THE TRIAL I GAVE HER ALL MY OPINIONS ON THE OUTFITS. YUP AND AS I SAID BEFORE I'M NOT GONNA PRAISE HER, NOPE.
WE BOUGHT THE FIRST TWO DRESSES AND IT WAS THEN I NOTICED A THIRD BAG IN HER BAG. SHE MIGHT HAVE BOUGHT IT FOR HER I THOUGHT. I WAS HAPPY BECAUSE I GOT NEW DRESS FOR THE CONCERT. I DIDN'T BUY ANY NEW DRESS FOR MY TRAVEL HERE , SO IT WAS FAIR ENOUGH.
WE MOVED TO THE SECTION WE WERE ACTUALLY HERE FOR, TO THE GROCERY,EVEN THOUGH I DON'T COOK☺. BUT JINNIE INSISTED. AND ME BEING THE SWEET DONGSAENG I LISTENED, CAUSE YOU WILL NEVER WIN AN ARGUMENT WITH YOUR MOM, IT'S JUST THE SAME 🙃.
AFTER THE GROCERY I WENT TO THIS CUTE LITTLE STORE THAT OFFERED HOME DECORS. I TOOK A SMALL POTTED PLANT, IT KINDA REMIND ME OF JOONIE 👉👈 SO I BOUGHT IT. WE DECIDED TO END OUR SO CALLED SHOPPING SPREE BY EATING AT THE NEARBY CAFE. IT WAS NICE. YOUJIN TOLD ME SHE USED TO COME HERE OFTEN WITH HER BOYFRIEND. HER FACE HAD A SAD SMILE. SO LIKE EARLIER I DECIDED TO NOT PUSH HER ON THE TALK.
