Some days there's too much pain and my heads full of it. It pounds and screams and begs to be let out but I hold it close inside of me.
Deep inside of me the pain is hidden yet sometimes it breaks out and it tries to consume me.
All this anger and sadness and soul crushing pain wants to be free. It wants to take hold of me and leave behind death.
I can't let it. I need to keep it closed it's too much I can't
I can feel myself sinking deeper and deeper into its hold.
Perhaps it will consume me and leave behind a shell of a broken human.
I don't know if I can fight it anymore.
I don't know if I will fight it anymore.
There's just so much fucking pain.
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Silent Plea
RandomMy deep dark thoughts when I'm at low points of my life, or just thoughts and tidbits in general
