Future me: hi I don't remember writing this at all so sorry in advance that its terrible. I was way too... idek informal I just dont like it ALSO SHUT UP IK ITS CALLED SUS SHHHHH DITKGIXGGK
idk what happenedI like blackedout the entirety of yesterday evening, not that u care
Bye bye
Wilbur is in his supervillain arc. He looked really angry when I walked back in. He quickly turned it off though like a lightswitch and replaced the blank stare with a grin. Which was quickly replaced with panic when I said I wanted to quit doing this band stuff. I didnt really want to, it was kinda fun to return to the guitar. When we had gone outside Will had basically said that he didnt have a crush on me anymore (thankfully, cos that would've caused a lot of drama) but he said he had thought about that day a lot recently. I'll spare you the embarrassing details but he basically said about how he liked me for a while after that but suppressed it until it went away. Since I "obviously" didnt feel the same way. According to him. He was telling me this for "closure" apparently. Bit of a bitch move, just bringing up his love for me that doesn't exist anymore. And expecting me to just go back to my, ... I dont even know what we are, after.
Wilbur keeps bringing up all these "fun" things for us to do together, it's so weird and performative. Like road trips, camping, concerts and various other days out. Calm down, it's our first session. It's nice though.
Right now, hes insisting that we film our intro for our band. Hes decided on the name E+1 which I think is a bit stupid, but Alex said I was being pessimistic again. :(. I'm not in a good mood today, if you cant tell.
Wilbur has quickly carted us all outside onto the field of flowers outside of the rusty warehouse. Alex pulls a camera out of nowhere and everyone is chatting about plans for the trailer. It's all going so fast, it feels like a dream. James is in position, hes first on in the video. jesus frick I rlly cant be bothered to write all this but I shall. He introduces himself to the camera and we film a few more clips of him doing random things like playing or just standing and looking elegant. Alex is up next and he does roughly the same. I go up too and it's so bloody awkward. I stand there fiddling with my nails, I dont know what to say about myself.
"I-Im George and I-I play the bass and the guitar and stuff."
Alex can feel my embarrassment and comes to stand next to me while we re take my part. He brushes his hand against mine a few times while I'm talking it's been a while since we had some memeulex pftt sorry and it comforts me a strange amount. Once we're done filming my clips, Alex walks past me and whispers into my ear "good job."
He sees me get all flustered and walks back over.
"What's up Georgie? You aren't feeling good today, I can tell. We need to talk later, yeah?"
He speaks so sweetly that I want to squeal like a child. or pig- I nod and lower my eyes. He touches his finger underneath my chin and lifts up my face.
"Its ok, I'm not mad at you or anything. I need to talk to you about something too, theres a lot of drama." he says, chuckling at the last part.
Wilbur jogs over to us, shattering the moment. Probably did it on purpose, I have a feeling that he likes ruining things. No slander, he just gives me those creepy vibes.
"Hey George, did you face reveal already?"
"Pffttt, you weren't watching our amazing quality stream? And you call yourself a fan!" Alex swoops in, answering for me.
"Ah, no, I am obviously a fake fan. So, you did, I'm assuming. Congrats man!"
"Heh, thanks." I answer, cringing at my dryness.
"I kept flirting with him to make him blush right after he took the mask off, it was hilarious." Alex laughs.
"When are you not flirting with him though?" Wilbur says, catching us both off guard.
"I do not. Wait, am I really that obvious? Not that I do ever flirt with Georgie."
"Yes," says Wilbur, wheezing slightly "you are definitely very obvious. Oh my God, this is, like, confirmation that you are dating!"
"UH, NO." I answer quickly, not wanting Alex to butt in and automatically say yes without me realising.
"Based on the shocked expression on George's face, I'm assuming you are the only one who knows you two are dating at the moment, hm?"
"For now." Alex says, looking at Wilbur earnestly.
It reminds me of what Alex said that one night.
"Key word: yet."
LOOK I MADE YOU SOME CONTENTTTT DADDY MADE YOU YOUR FAVOURITE OPEN WIDEEEE
that's a reference, I'm not ur daddy that's creepy. I'm also a female. I'mnot ur mommy either. Reminds me of something my friend said wait a sec.
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#exposed but I dont think they even read this FRICK THEIR SISTER DOES UHHHHH
