Before i start this chapter i want to give a quick TW, there will be assault and rape in this chapter so if that makes you uncomfortable please move on. <3
Harlow
Today i actually managed to get up pretty early by myself, i got ready tying my hair up in a pony tail before heading towards the Med Hut for work. "Goodmorning, Jeff, Clint" i headed towards my side of the hut which was all the way right of the door, Jeff took middle and Clint took left.
"Morning" they both called, i got to work fixing my tools laying out the things in order so i'd be able to see them more easily. While Clint handled the first person i handled the second, it was a boy part of the brick nicks.
"You want to tell me how this happened" I held his hand in mine, on his pointer finger he had managed to poke a large hold which was now bleeding. "I hammered a nail into my hand" he winced when i touched it, i grabbed a small cloth that already had disinfectant. "What were you fixing" i asked, just as he opened his mouth to talk i quickly wiped the wound clean.
"Sorry, sorry, almost over" i said as i took a cotton ball soaked with alcohol laying it on the hole, he clenched his jaw. I stuck a bandaid over it before backing away, "and you're done" i threw them a smile as they got up to leave. I went back to clean the mess i had made before taking a seat on the nearest bed, "your good at this" Jeff called. "Thank you" i smiled proudly, i liked Jeff he was nice and funny.
Time had gone by pretty quickly since they were busy most of the day, eventually lunch rolled around and when Jeff asked if i was coming i said i'd stay behind and eat later. Both Clint and Jeff left for lunch while i cleared the cots and the tables, when someone walked in i though either Clint or Jeff had forgotten something but i was quickly mistaken.
I felt something shark touch my side making me flinch, "i have been waiting a long time for this, and it's time you give me what i want" it wasn't the same sweet flirty voice i remember. He sounded harsh, and edge to his voice that wasn't there before, "please" i whispered shaking at this point.
"Don't say anything" he whispered before i got pushed on a cot falling on my back, he climbed on top of me before his hand made its way to my throat. "You're going to stay very quiet" he whispered before roughing pulling my pants down, i whispered in response feeling helpless. I could hear him pull his pants down and in that moment i wished and begged someone would walk in, anybody.
They didn't. I immediately felt it.
Pain. Unimaginable. I cried out in pain but it was muffled by his hand tightening around my throat, in that moment i felt my dignity slowly slip away. I felt helpless and useless, i wanted to do something but my body betrayed me.
He removed his hand from my throat as he moved his lips from my jaw to my neck, they were the soft kisses i remember. They were king gone instead being replaced by harsh needy once, i could feel the tears leaking from the side of my eyes but at his point i felt numb. I squeezed my eyes shut waiting for it to be over, wanting it to be over as i heard his grunts and heavy breathing.
I didn't register when it was over, he said not to tell anyone. I nodded. He left. I laid for a second processing everything before i sat up with a blank face fixing my shirt and my pants. It hurt. Everything hurt. I walked out of the hut soundlessly while everyone was at lunch, i made my way to the Deadheads wanting to get away from everyone.
I walked deep into the forest until i came upon a stream, it was small but it was somehow calming. I reached out to touch it and realized i was shaking, my whole body was trembling. I collapsed on my knees as a sob broke through, my body shook as more tears began to leak.
One thing was for certain, i'd never be the same again.
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Subject A1- The Weapon
FanfictionHarlow is sent up in a metal box where she'll begin her new life, all alone and scared she learns to survive for one whole month before more graders begin to fill in. She must help the others find a way out all while battling a new feeling and old. ...