Secrets

Chp. 2

Sciarra P.O.V

I drove to school, my mind not being to apprehend the earlier events that occurred. How could he be so cruel? After everything we've gone through as a couple. He was the one who left me, I didn't leave him. He broke me. He ripped my soul into shreds, and there is no way that I can ever repair it.

I saw my best friend Brianna, anger sketched onto her face. I parked my car right next to her white Audi, her hand ripping open my door. "Hey be careful." I said, trying to hide the pain in my voice, with a chuckle. "Are you okay? I mean, Ryan texted me and told me what happened earlier. Justin and him got into this huge fight about it but I guess they're okay now." She sighed, looking over at Justin's "crew".

"But I'm okay." She shook her head, pulling me into a tight hug. She always knew when I was lying. "Stop lying to me. I know it hurts to see him again after everything." I finally couldn't take it anymore. "Make it go away." I begged her, burying my head into the crook of her neck, tears spilling down my cheeks. "Hey, hey." She pulled away, her hands on either side of my face, her thumbs wiping away my tears.

"He's changed. He's not the same boy I fell in love with." I moved my gaze towards him, immediately regretting it. His hands were tightly squeezing her bum, and his lips were attacking hers. I shuddered, looking away. It's been two years, I've slept with so many guys. And no other guy has ever compared to Justin's touch.

I hated Hannah. She always wanted Justin, and she finally got him. She had my whole entire universe wrapped around her finger. He always said how he would never go for girls like Hannah. Funny how things change. The bell rang, signaling the first period was going to start in five minutes.

"Come on, we can't be late on the first day." I groaned, already wanting to crawl back into bed and sleep for eternity. Brianna laughed, intertwining our hands together. "Hey slut!" I internally groaned in annoyance, hearing laughter from Justin. I would have to admit, that felt like a bullet going through my heart.

I stupidly turned around, watching her precious smile turn into a sinister smirk. "Justin is such a great kisser!" She placed her lips onto his, causing my lungs to collapse. He didn't retaliate, he kissed back. "Careful Justin. Your whore of a girlfriend has fucked every guy in this town, even your own best friend." Justin turned to Ryan shocked, and Ryan just looked down at the ground, almost ashamed of himself.

"Oh don't act so innocent. The moment Justin left, you went into hiding for a few months. And once you came back, you were always hopped on pills or alcohol. You've probably fucked more guys then me. I mean, if they looked past your eating disorder." She sneered, but all I could look at was Justin's sad and shocked expression.

"That's fucking enough Hannah." Ryan said, stepping in. Chaz looked down at the ground, probably not knowing what to say. "Justin." I said, looking into his eyes, losing my breath for a few seconds, as I tried to fight back tears. "Try not to get her pregnant." Chaz gasped, as Brianna quickly walked me away from the group.

I ran into the bathroom, with Bree closely following behind. I looked into the bathroom, trying to keep the tears from falling. "I don't know what happened to him? I mean next minute he hates me, and then he's looking at me like I broke his heart. He broke me. He broke me so badly." I leaned against the counter, trying to catch my breathe as I let tear after tear fall. "Fame. He's confused. He probably regrets leaving you." Lies. That was what everyone's been telling me for the past two years, and he seems completely fine without me.

The ball rang, making Bree jump. "Shit we're going to be late." I hastily wiped away my tears, and ran out of the bathroom. "Fuck." I muttered to myself, as I tried to push myself through the sea of high school students. Luckily, Brianna and I were able to persuade the principal into letting us have all classes together and have lockers right next to each other. We both quickly stuffed our book bags into our lockers after getting out our notebooks for Science.