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Not sure how long I'm going to continue this. Comment or something if you want to pick it up. I'll post when I want on this. I got other stories but wanted to write my ideas for this down ( I have way too many ideas Let me know if your interested in writing one of them. I mainly write what I want to read. It's not as fun as reading it unless it comes out great which rarely happens.) Idk, maybe I'll continue with this.
This story is on Ao3-username:3littlekitsunekun123
https://archiveofourown.org/works/31808368//Chapter one//
"Are you ready to go to heaven?"
The girl shrugged her shoulders. She lived a split life. Each side believed one thing. What side was right, or were any of them right? What was the point of her life again? Did she truly know even after her death?
"You wish to live again."
The girl again, shrugged. She never wanted to live life like that, again. The world is too messed up in this world, too many hypocrites and too many religions. Each trying to pull another into their growing religion and 'save' them. But how are you saving someone, if you are clearly hurting them and hurting the ones inside your own religion? Was is the religion's fault, or the people in the religion? Maybe a world where religion didn't matter, we could just live.. Live to live, smile because we are happy. Have a choice to be happy, a place where woman and men could fight. Was the young girl really too picky, was it too much to ask?
"You wish to try again, to have a fresh start in the world?"
The girl shook her head, which intrigued the angelic being.
"Not in this world," The girl voiced her thoughts from earlier, standing firm. At least there were some things she could agree with herself. "Maybe in another. Start new in a new world with a new family would be fitting." The girl lightly snickered at her 'fancy' words.
"So you would happily be born again, in another world, and with your memories intact?"
"Yes. Any world that I can find true happiness in..." True happiness, has she ever experienced it? She felt truly happy, it wasn't a lie. "Well, blissful happiness at least. In a world I won't have to wear a mask. I can be however I want as long as I get the job done. I can be myself, not matter what body parts, skin tone, who I love, if I want to change my body, or if I choose to live life as part-puppy even if I'm cosplaying because it's my fuckin' life. E-eh sorry. I just... Want to be happy and not question it. Have happiness and feel, yeah this was worth everything. Have a family that loves me as much or even more than I love myself, it wouldn't be that hard haha... Have a family that will love me no matter what- and truly mean it. A family that will support me no matter what, and support me in anything even if it was as big as killing someone or as 'small' as loving someone of the same sex. But can there be a world where someone doesn't need to worship a lord to get to heaven? Or, have every person suffered so much, everyone gets to go and finally be at peace? A place heaven exists, but.. No worshipers or very few and it isn't needed for everyone to become one to get to heaven. We don't need to fight how we live over a matter where we wouldn't be living anymore. I still want to be me, I don't want to have to change for people to love me... not anymore and never again."
The angelic being was quiet and the being glowed. In all honesty, the girl called herself just that confused with her own name, or names. She has been called many things, good and bad. She has picked out names, names that people have discarded. Still not sure which one is right, which name to use, and which beliefs to believe, she decides to be just one thing both sides could agree on. A nickname both loved, "Bear." It was given to her by her family as a baby, and it stuck ever sense.-
"Momabear! Papabear! Brotha-bear!" A small girl giggled in the back of a car in her carseat. Beside her was her older brother by two years next to her. The father figure was driving and the mother laughed at her daughter's silliness. "Cacey-bear, who am I?" The mother asked her child, looking over her shoulder with an eager smile.
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