Goodbye note

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I hope tonight goes well.

I had just hopped out of the shower and walked into Lukes room to get dressed. I got into the dress that fit perfectly and wrapped my hair in a towel. I looked at the time on my phone to see it was 2 so I had 4 hours to get ready.

I walked into the bathroom with my make up and straightener. I put my hair in a pony tail and a head band and started to do my make up. I was about to start doing my eye make up when my phone started ringing.

"Hello?" I answered with out looking at the caller I.D.

"Hey babe! I hear your out of the hospital!" A male voice said from the other end.

"I'm sorry, who is this?" I asked.

"Oh. That's right you have amnesia." He said with a sad tone.

"I'm sorry. Maybe if you tell me who you are then I'll remember!" I said happily.

"My name is Andrew, your boyfriend."

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Luke pov

"Alright it's almost time to get her, is everything set up? Boys are your instruments all working?" Natalie said rushing around making everything is perfect.

"Oh my god yes! Now calm down!" Michael almost yelled, stopping her from walking.

"Sorry I just, I just want everything to be perfect. It's her 18th birthday and she's been through so much shit all her life from her mom passing and her dad being-" She stoped cutting off what ever she was going to say.

"What about her father?" I asked standing up from the stool at the bar.

"I-it's nothing." She said quickly walking off. Everyone stood their confused to I followed her.

"Nat! Nat wait!" I said as she started to paced up and down.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"It's nothing God damn it. I shouldn't have said anything." She shaking her head.

"Please tell me?" I questioned motion for us to sit on a bench.

"When Tale was about 5 or 6, h-her dad was an alcoholic. He would throw parties and shit when her mom was out of town. He would sit and watch as his drunken friends would rape her. When he wasn't throwing parties, he would abuse her." She sighed taking a deep breath.

"August 28th of 2003, she tried to kill herself. She cut too deep and over dosed on pills. Everyone thought she was dead but she woke up the next morning." She put her head in her hands.

"Every year, for 5 years, she would do the exact same thing on that day. Finally she stopped. She went to therapy. But then Collin came to Australia, which you guys know about sense you became friends. She wasn't suicidal. But she was violent. There would be holes in the walls from where she punched them and I would find broken plates and glasses and stuff in her room from where she threw them." She said quietly.

"Her life was awful," I said shaking my head.

"That's not the worst part." She said sighing.

"She now has to live knowing that one of her best friends killed her mom and that she put her own dad in a coma." She said standing up and walking away.

She did what?

A/N

Hey so yeah. This chapter is a filler and just a chapter to tell about her past because it will come in handy for future chapters.

Speaking of chapters, there's 8 left.

Anyways, this story takes place when 5sos were just going on tour so about 2011ish. (im such a bad fan) So yeah she was 10 when she tried to kill her self and stoped when she was 15. She became violent when she was 15 1/2-16.

That's it.

-Taylor