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ITS A HAND!!!!!

Not really. Its a jar but not just any jar. Its my moms ashes. On the jar was engraved,

A loving mother who left too early

I honestly teared up a bit.

"Oh my god Michael. It-I um. I-i love it." I said sighing.

"This means so much to me" I said as he stood up to hug me. I hugged him back and smiled.

"Does this mean you forgive me?" He asked hopefully. Should I forgive him? He killed my mom and pretend to be my friend.

"I-i can't. At least not yet. Im sorry." I said. He looked so hurt.

"I understand. Im uh-Im gunna go see if everything is ready for later" he said getting up and rushing out.

I sat down feeling horrible. I looked down at the jar and rubbed my thumb over the words.

"Tale?" Luke asked. I looked up and everyone was looking at me.

"Yeah?" I asked turning to him. He hugged me as wiped away my tears.

"It's alright" he said letting go of me but holding my shoulders. I nodded and put the jar under my seat.

"I'm next!" Claire said smiling. She handed me another box and inside was a braclet with the word special on it. I gave her a hug and Ashtom handed me his box.

"Before you look at it, look at this paper" he sad handing me a paper. I looked at it and it was a printed screen shot of my YouTube video with Michael.

"3 million views?" I questioned almost yelling. He nodded smiling and looking very satisfied with himself. I opened the box an the braclet said talented. I hugged him and sat down putting on the last braclet.

"Thank you guys so much for-"

"I didn't give you mine" Luke spoke up.

"What? But you gave me the dress and the necklace" I questioned.

He stood up and smiled.

"If everyone would please turn their attention to the screen" he said gesturing to the white screen that was attached to the wall. I picked up a remote and a video started.

WARNING: SOME PARTS MAY BE TRIGGERING!!!

"Hello everybody! This is Singergirl2395 and this my first vlog!" My mom said at the age of 16.

"So I have no clue what to do right now." She paused before talking again.

"Fuck this Im going to sleep." She said ending the video.

We all laughed as the next clip started.

"Um hey" she said crying.

"Jack just got home and he-he's being abusive again." She said as a banging started on the door.

I remember my dad banging on the door all the time. The thought made me tear up.

"Open up bitch!" He yelled. He kicked the door and it broke.

"You ugly slut! I'm horny so get your ugly ass out here!" He yelled grabbing her by her hair, making her drop the camera.

The next clip started up.

"Um-" She took a deep breath.

"I-I can't do this anymore" she said as a tear slipped from her eye.

"He-he raped me a-and now I'm pregnant. I don't want to have a fucking kid at 18." She said sobbing.

My mom didn't want me? Another tear slipped from my eye.

"God why the fuck did you have to happen" she yelled pointing to her stomach.

It broke my heart to hear my mom say that.

"We can stop watch-"

"No. I want to watch" I said making Luke continue the video.

The next clip started and it was my aunt.

"H-hi" she said crying.

"Um Im Lizzy, my sister usually makes these videos but um- she-she tried to kill herself last night." She said sobbing now.

"It's all because of that damn baby" she said getting mad.

I was trying so hard not to cry.

"I hope that baby dies" she said ending the video.

The next clip started and it was my mom again but later to when I was about 2.

"Wow this thing still works" she said laughing.

"Tale, come here you idiot" she said pulling me by the leg, away from a glass decoration.

"Say hi to the camera" she said holding me up to the camera. I giggled and the next part was shocking.

"Fuck!" my little mouth yelled.

"Tale! Oh my God! You said your first word!" my mom said happily.

We all laughed at how happy my mom was when I swore.

"Tale no swearing!" Ashton said laughing."

It cut to the next clip.

I was sitting on a stool with a violin and looked about 7.

"Ready?" my mom asked sitting on the stool next to me with a guitar.

"Yeah" I said smiling. She started playing the beginning to Time of your life by green day.

"Another turning point

a fork stuck in the road

Time grabs you by the wrist

directs you where to go

So make the best of this test

and don't ask why

It's not a question but a lesson learned in time"

I started singing

"It's something unpredictable

but in the end it's right

I hope you have the time of your life"

A/N

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