Goodbye note

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"No. No I dont" I said quietly to myself before walking out of the room.

We got to the diner we were going to in no time. Sadly, Michael and Ashton were there but the didn't notice us yet.

"Tale, are you see you want to go here?" My dad asked.

"Yeah. I look way different. If the ask then Im your girlfriend an ill fake and Austarlian accent." I said. He nodded and a waitress came up.

"I'll lead you guys to your table." She said as she grabbed menus. We followed her and just our luck, we sat by Michael and Aston.

Michael and I were back to back thank God so he didn't see us. Ashton did though. I grabbed my dads hand (he's not my real dad and actually attractive so this wasn't that weird) and whispered that Ashton saw me. He nodded to him and we sat down.

"Just say an we'll leave." He said. I nodded and we looked at our menus.

The waitress came back and took our orders then left.

"Hey I'm gunna head to the bathroom" my dad said getting up and leaving.

"Is he gone?" I heard Michael say.

"Yeah he did" Ashton said.

"So anyways, Tale should have known every one was just going to pity her I mean damn she's annoying as fuck" Michael said.

"I actually like her. She's like a little sister" Ashton said. I smiled at his stated meant but I'm still mad.

"Ash! Get your head out of your ass. She's a total bitch and a freak! She fucking sees her dead mother! That's not normal!" Michael whispered yelled.

"Neither is pretending to be people's friends. Stop being a dick Michael." Ashton said louder.

"Whatever. I honestly never liked her like what the fuck was her deal. Im just glad she's gone. She better not show her face at school again or else-"

"Or else what!" I yelled standing up and stepping next to him.

"Tale! Oh my God I didn't know you were there! I'm-"

"A fucking dick!" I yelled grabbing his drink and pouring it over his head.

"Revenge time." I said then walked out.

I walked all the way home and went to my room and cried.

They never liked you!

Your just a bitch!

Cut you know you want to!

No one loves you!

Your a piece of trash!

"Stop!" I yelled.

"Shut up!" I yelled again.

I started sobbing and fell to the floor.

BITCH

TRASH

WHORE

FAT

UGLY

"STOP! PLEASE!" I yelled as my breathing went off. I couldn't breathe right. I was having a panic attack. I started shaking and crying.

I heard yelling but I didn't know from who.

I blacked out.

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I opened my eyes with a gloom over the room I was in.

"Hey babes" my dad said as I looked at him.

"I daddy" I said as I tried to sit up. I looked down to see I was in a new outfit.

"What happened?" I questioned.

"You had a panic attack. You also slept half way through the day" he said sighing.

"Your leaving tomorrow" he said.

"Oh. Who change my clothes?" I asked. (picture attached)

"I had a nurse do it. I didn't want you in yesterday's clothes." He said.

"Tale, why did you do it?" He asked gesturing to my thighs that had cuts over them.

"I didn't know who was talking. I thought I was going insane." I said looking down.

"Tale, just because you hear things that other people dont, doesn't mean your crazy." He said.

"I can't do this anymore" I said looking at him with tears starting in my eyes.

"What? What can't you do?" He asked.

"I can't live like this. I don't want to be here anymore." I said softly.

"Tale. I want you to live a happy life. I know you've been through shit. I just want you to do what will make you happy" he said with tears starting. He knows what I'm talking about.

"Dad. Im thinking about-"

"I know. Please don't say it" he begged.

"Okay" I said.

"You can either live with Natalie, or that" he said. I nodded.

Now I just have to decide whats the right thing to do.