This word reminded Wooyoung of his best friend Yeosang. Or should he better say ex best friend?
Wooyoung didn't want to think about this now. Actually, he didn't want to think about anything concerning Yeosang at the moment. First, he had to solve the problems with San.
But thoughts about Yeosang started clouding his mind. Even though he tried to distract himself, it didn't work. He burried his face in San's chest and breathed in his scent. Tears rolled down his cheeks and dropped onto the older's still naked chest.
"Baby? What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?", he whispered worriedly, while softly caressing the younger's neck.
Wooyoung couldn't answer because of his heavy sobs so he just shook his head. He didn't want San to blame himself.
"Maybe we shouldn't have had sex again, I mean-"
"NO!", Wooyoung yelled, his head shooting up from his hiding place in San's chest. "I mean no, we shouldn't not have had sex. It was so good, like really really good, no not good, it was amazing. You made it amazing. You know, you are so beautiful and sometimes it even hurts to look at you because you are so wonderful and the sex with you was also wonderful. It's always wonderful, but this time it was even more wonderful. And sometimes I ask myself: Why me? Why do you make me feel good and not anyone else? Because there are so many way less complicated people out there. I'm just- I always cry and I only cause problems and I'm not even pretty-", more sobs left Wooyoung's mouth which made it hard for him to speak clearly, but he didn't care.
"But you are. And I want you to know that I don't regret anything we did t-tonight. I understand if you don't want to keep in contact with me any longer because I was such an asshole to you. I'm s-sorry that I pushed you away, I was just so confused and overwhelmed and I didn't know what to do with myself. Also, I was scared of how my parents would react to me being in a relationship with a boy... I mean, I am still scared, but I missed you so much the last days, Sannie I- I missed you. I missed everything about you and now you're with this girl that was here and I can totally understand that. I would've moved on from myself too, I just want you to know that I still miss you so much and to be honest, I wish you weren't with her because fuck I-", he took a deep breath. "I fucking love you, San."
An uncomfortable silence spread in the room. Wooyoung was still laying on top of San, so they just stared into each other's eyes.
The longer San didn't say anything, the more restless Wooyoung got. What had he just done? Why did he have to say the three magical words? Of course, San didn't feel the same, especially after they broke up because of the younger.
Wooyoung wanted to get up and leave, but San pulled him back down next to him.
"You love me?", he asked with a serious expression on his face.
"I- I understand if you don't say it back, after all you have a girlfriend now-"
"Wooyoung, stop overthinking. I admit that I had my fun time with the girl you saw here earlier, but she could never be my girlfriend. I don't even know her name-", San looked at Wooyoung, who had turned away from him again and faced the wall.
"Woo, can you look at me?"
Reluctantly, the younger turned around. His cheeks flushed red when he saw San being so close to him that they almost kissed.
"You said you love me...", the older repeated with a smile on his face.
"I- I did. And I mean it", Wooyoung stuttered. "I am still scared, Sannie, but I don't want to leave you again... I want to try."
"I want that too... So," San whispered. "Do you want to be my boyfriend, Jung Wooyoung?"
The smaller boy giggled a little at San being so formal.
"Yes, I want to... But under one condition-"
San raised an eyebrow. "What is it, baby boy?"
"I'm not ready to make it official yet. Can we please keep it a secret for a while..?"
————————————- BULNORIYA BULNORIYA AY
I'm listening to this right now🤡
Do you think them having a secret relationship will work?
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THE. EYE. CONTACT. AGAIN.
This is random, but I feel like San has a butt kink if that exists or he at least likes butts a lot. He's non stop talking about them and he always slaps Woo's so uhm...
