Love does ☠️

Chapter 6

Cocos POV

I just look up. Into his eyes. I'm shaking I literally know what I want to do but I just can't do it.

Lil peeps POV

She's just looking at me not saying anything.
"Do you maybe. Erm. Want to put your clothes"
Before I could finish she gets her hands and puts them on my face, then she pulls me towards her. "No maybe I want to do this instead" she told me. She was going to kiss me. I wanted this to happen but she's out of it. She might not realise it's me she might this it's some other dude here. But no one comes here the others said but either way I don't want to take her for granted. I pull away. She looks at me, quickly grabs her clothes and runs off. I need to run after her.

Cocos POV

PINGGG.

I check my phone as I'm runny. It's Tilly and Beth. What do they want now. Has Gustav told them what I done. Fuck.

Beth☠️
Chloe ring us please we need to talk.
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Okay that wasn't that bad. "Hello what do yous want?" I ask. "Chloe sorry we had to move away. It's not good for us here. So sorry I know we are all you have but you can do so much with your life and Gustav is there now". Fuck. Fuck. I just hung up the phone. Without saying bye.
I run for the bus and head back to the hostel.
"Young girl. What time do you cal this please?" The staff asked me in a rude voice. I'm to fucked to even be nice at this moment of time. "Who the fuck you calling young girl. I'm 20 years old just because I live  here don't mean you can talk down on me. Now piss off and know your place. Answering the phone."

I grabbed my keys and opened the door. It's so dark the lights are so dull. I get undressed and jump into bed and fall asleep.

Lil peeps POV.

Shit. I lost her, maybe she went home. It is late so yeah. Maybe I should do the same or not. I pull out my phone and call a taxi.
-skip ride-
"Yo Tracey any party's at this time?"
"Peep man no wtf. I seen that you went looking for that girl. Leave be if she want you she come to you init". Yeah that's the thing i got mixed signals I don't know what she wants. "I found her.. she erm kissed me and I pushed her away. She was off it on drugs I don't know what." I explained to him. He just gave me a bro hug and went to bed. I can't sleep. I just don't want to.

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Lil peep. Soles dead. Can't sleep. Thinking of you coco @let me die.

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I wonder if I text Coco maybe we can talk. Hopefully she answers.

They wasn't that much hard.

Cocos POV.

I wake up to the sound of my phone pinging in my ears. Of course I left my ear phones in. I wake up and grab my phone to see that Gustav has messaged me.

Gustav🖤⛓
Hey it's me. Just wondering if you wanted to hang. Maybe grab food. Talk about last night then party after. x
Just now.

Shit yes I do want to go but I'm just scared.

Coco🖤⛓
Yes of course. We can go to kfc the me you and Tracey could hang out after to a party. Okay :)
Read just now.

Gustav🖤⛓
Cool I'll pick you up now.

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Fuck we going on a date. Is this even a date. I get ready and decide I wanted to post something nice for once.
I see one of peeps posts saying he's thinking of me. That's really cute.

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Let me die⛓ let's go get some chicken. @lil peep.

Tilly&Beth☠️

Just dateee guyssssss

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Waittt he got new girl already only been a week.

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Only been a week. Wtf is that meant to mean am I going to be one of his little whores because no no. I head Gustav a car pull up out side. I buzz my self out the door and run up the the car. "Hello Gustav how are you?"  "I'm good. You look very beautiful. You do know this is like a date so on the way I want to get to know you a bit more." I just nodded.

-skip drive-

As they drive they get close and feel like it's been years they have known each other.