Love does ☠️

Chapter 4

Coco POV

It's Monday morning. I hate Mondays just knowing from today till Friday is work get bullied work bullied drugs drink. But some good news came my way I guess. Gustav is starting my college. What if he doesn't speak to me. As I put on my outfit And leave I put my phone against the wall and take a picture and upload it to the internet.

201 likes❤️
Let me die⛓ Today's fit...... yes it's a mask sheeesh
Till‼️
There you go my friend @lil peep. Her instaa oh and @letmedieslowly is her 👻🤏🏼
Let me die⛓
Oh why ?

Lil peeps POV

Coco looks so amazing in her outfit, I don't understand her user names, does she really want to die. It's making me concerned. I'm getting nervous as I walk into the college doors. It's only an afternoon college but it's still something I guess. As I walk around I try to keep a look out for Coco but there's so many people but I notice a familiar face, Beth. "Hey" I said very blunt. "Ohhh Gustav hey how are you?" She asked very kindly. "Yeah I'm good, I'm just wondering have you seen Coco?" "Ohhh she skips college she never comes, she lives well in other words not with parents so she just does what ever pleases herself" Beth informed me. "So she never comes in like not even a day. What about the teachers?" I asked. "Nope never the teachers don't girl a shit about her like not to be mean I love her to bits but no one gives a shit besides me and Tilly"
I care. I give a shit. I know I only met her once but after the strong eye contact I feel a big spark and love spot for her in my heart. "Well where is she?"
"Well we never know where or what she gets up to during our college time we try to message her but she never answers" As me and Beth are talking Tilly shows up and says "Well if you losers are up for skipping I may know where to find her" like she was listening the whole time. "Wait how did you..."
"Sorry she was on the phone to me guess you don't know" Beth butted in. "Don't know what?" They just both looked at each other and giggled. I don't understand. Out of no where they just kiss and hold hands. Wow they gay. That's like amazing because you never see gay people around here and if you do they get bullied out of this town. "Wait yous aren't afraid?" I asked "Like I said people don't care about us all so they never realise"
-skip-
We been searching for Coco for hours now. I feel like we never going to find her. "I don't want to be rude but don't you think we should give up" I asked them. "NOPE, she just posted a story" I open Snapchat and click on her story.

You never know when I go.☠️ 10mins ago

Coco's POV

I love the fact I can do what ever I want and no one to tell me off or shout at me for doing wrong when I didn't mean to. Guess that's the perks of living in a hostel. Been 7 years and still haven't spoken to mam or dad. They aren't even together, they both moved on with there partners and had different kids with them. But I'm the only one. And they still haven't bothered. Guess I'm the fuck up that earth didn't want. I love walking down the beach it's peaceful and no ones here because hardly anyone knows that's why it's named secret beach.

🟥Tilly🔚

Oh I forgot, I posted a picture now they know I'm still alive, great with life.

⭕️opened just now.

I guess I just open it and now respond they understand I don't want to be bothered with.
PINGGGG!
Ouch my ears, I guess the shop keeper didn't lie these really do kill your ears.

Tilly🖤
Where are you my love?
Read just now.

Beth☠️
We know your reading our chats.
Read just now.

Coco⛓
Yes what do you guys want?

Tilly🖤 added Gustav⛓

What is she adding him for. And why does he have the same emoji as me.

Tilly🖤
So where the fuck are you?

I wasn't going to tell them. All 3 of them coming down giving me a lecture about how I should get my life on track same old shit.

Coco⛓
I'm not going
To
Fucking

Beth☠️
Tell us
Well that's okay secret beach.

Tilly🖤
What you mean secret beach.

Oh fuck I guess I didn't turn my location off for them. Sometimes I think I need to stop smoking because I forget a lot of stuff that's happened in life but only seem to remember the bad ones.
PINGGG! I checked my phone.

🟥lil peep⛓just now

Oh. I new chat to add to the screen. Not many now there's 3. Yeeee. But I'm kinda happy to see his name but I don't want to answer it straight away to look like a desperate person.
PINGGGG! Again. Wow think this is the most popular I've ever been.

🟥lil peep⛓just now.

I half swipe the chat to see that he deleted the first one and left the second. I can then see that he messaged like 10 times asking if I'm alright and if I need help and stuff. He's so caring and kind.
I open his snap.

That's so cute. It's dark outside in the background, does that mean that they are all here, near me ready to give the pep talk.

Lil peeps POV

Well she didn't reply. She left me on read. Then left me on open. That kind of stuff defo makes a person happy. Getting blanked by a girl you feel so much love for just after one fucking day. We arrive at secret beach. They girls drop me off. "If you walk down that small path into the left bushes there is a little cave, walk in the cave then crawl in the hole" Beth told me. Wait I'm going along. "What yous aren't coming with me?" I asked them. "Ha no Gustav, Coco well she loves you okay, so she may left you on open or what not but deep down she cares. She just doesn't show anyone because she's been hurt to much so she bed the one who does the hurting but I feel like you will change that in her for the best." Tilly said to me.
As they drive away I walk down the path and follow the way they told me. As I step out the other end of the cave I see clothes next to the water but luckily it's on the sand. I look around but don't see a single person in sight. If Coco is not here then where is she and who's are these cloths. I walk closer to them to have a better look.
As I grab a stick and move them around to look properly, I realise that they are Coco's clothes. But where is she. And why are her clothes here....