Living a Lie

Chapter 6: You made me cry.

It had been 3 days and I had been successful with avoiding Brody. I was scared that if I talked to him that he would say it was all a big mistake.
I knew at some point someone was going to say something and I would be busted.

It was recess on Monday and I thought if I acted upset about some thing that every one would just think it was some
thing at home. I walked to our groups spot. suddenly I felt self conscious because all the boys were staring at me.

"Hi Emma" Wes said with a discussed tone.
"What's got your titties in a twist?" I asked not making eye contact with any of them.
"Why do you keep flirting with Luke? you know Brody really likes you!" Alex said.
"He said that?"
"Not only that but a lot more, we are his best friends he tells us everything, he did say more but if I said he would probably kill me so yeah."
" What so you know about our kiss on Friday?" I said shocked
"You kissed?" Sam said very surprised.
"He didn't tell you that did he? oh crap please don't tell Molly or Ash."
"On one condition. you tell us all the details." Wes said with a mischievous grin plastered on his face
"Fine!" I said know Wes all too well and that blackmail was his specialty.
"Well it was Friday afternoon and we went down to the beach and dad bought too much fish and chips so we went and got the rest and while we were walking he said he knew a great place so I followed him to a shack and we sat on the roof staring at the sunset we both went to get a chip at the same time but our hands met the he asked if he could tell me something I said yes and he said he thought he was in love and then we kissed" I said with a shrug of my shoulders
"What!" Alex gasped "you've only know each other for like 3 weeks!"
"I know this may sound cheesy but I feel as though I've known him my whole life." I said feeling a grin tugging at my lips.

Speaking of the devil, I spotted Brody walking over to our group with his head hung. as he lifted his head we made eye contact. he gave me a disgusted glare than hid his beautiful eyes from me.
"Hey guys," he said bro hugging Wes Sam and Alex "Emma." what the hell when does me ever call me Emma he always calls me by c.c!
"Hey Brody can I talk to you a sec"I asked
"Nope"
"What do you mean no?!"
" No I don't want to talk to you Emma!" there he goes again
"Brody!" I warned half screaming
"Fine what the f**k do you want!"
"I want to talk to you."
"Why" at that moment Alex pulled Brody down into a whisper and whispered something quote long to him"how could you c.c how could you tell them about Friday night! that was supposed to be a secret! I thought you had enough respect for me to keep that a secret! but I guess I was wrong about you! How would you feel of ash and Molly knew that your real names c.c that you didn't go to a private school that you don't live in 2 storey house that you rent an apartment and that you dad isn't an ex football coach that he is butler and that I'm in love with you" the look on his face was like "oh s**t " I looked behind me to find ash and Molly standing there stunned. my first instinct was to run I ran to my hiding spot, only one person at school knew where it was.

Brody's POV

I can't believe that she could do this on Friday night I told her I loved her and now she is off flirting with Luke the biggest heart breaker/ dick of the school I thought she was better than to fall for him. I was walking near our groups spot I lifted my head, staring right into C.C's eyes. big mistake. i saw her studying my eyes trying to look for emotion so i kept my eyes blank so she couldn't see the hurt in my eyes, i pulled my eyes away afraid that i would let down my guard.

i walked over to the guys and C.C. "hey guys" i said giving them all bro hugs. just to tick her off "Emma i said trying to make it sound mean. it felt wrong i never call her Emma she is always C.C to me. i think that the guys picked up on it too cause as soon as said Emma all of there eyes shot up to me in surprise.

"Hey Brody can I talk to you a sec" she asked.

"Nope" 

"What do you mean no?!"

" No I don't want to talk to you Emma!" i could not get over the fact of how weird it felt not calling her C.C 

"Brody!" She warned half screaming

"Fine what the f**k do you want!" i screamed instantly regretting it. i felt a kick at the back of my leg knowing that the guys thought i should calm my temper down a bit.

"I want to talk to you."

"Why" at that moment Alex pulled me down into a whisper.

"Dude don't worry she told us about the kiss its alright to let your real emotions flow." Alex said with a little wink.

i dont know why but for once i took his advice and i let the emotions flow.

 "how could you c.c how could you tell them about Friday night! that was supposed to be a secret! I thought you had enough respect for me to keep that a secret! but I guess I was wrong about you! How would you feel of Ash and Molly knew that your real names c.c that you didn't go to a private school that you live in rental  property  and that you dad isn't an ex football coach that he is butler and that I'm in love with you" holy crap did i just say all that aloud! it wasn't the fact that i had just admitted to anyone in hearings distance that i was in love with her it was also the fact that i had just let out her biggest secret:

Her real life!