Best Friend || Tommy

Part 18

Sunday- Day 14 (last day)

When I woke up I felt gross because I didn't get to shower last night since I fell asleep in the car, I got up; carefully since Tommy's arm was still tightly around me, and went to shower

The warm water felt good and helped me wake up, I didn't want to get out but I need to pack and I want to get to hang out with the boys a little more

I brush my teeth and take my hairbrush, tooth paste, and tooth brush and putting it in my bag

"What're you doing?" Tom sits up and groans

"Go back to bed, I'm just packing" I shush him

"Come back to sleep" he groans

"Ok Eliza, I'll be back before you know I'm gone" I make a Hamilton joke

"Yeah well Alexander died after he said that so shut up and come lay down with me" he smiles and I fake groan and cuddle up to him

"I'm gonna miss you" I tell him, my eyes welling up with tears

"I'm gonna miss you more" his voice cracks and he pulls me closer, "you don't even understand how much it hurts just knowing you'll leave"

"It hurts so much. So fucking much" I suck in a breath to stop from crying, "I-  I love you" I tell him and quickly add, "you're my best friend" in case he takes it in a weird way

"Just don't go, we'll get a small house and tubbo can be our neighbor, and we'll get a dog and stream for a living" he smiles at me

I want to do that, but I'm still in high school, and I'm not ready to leave America. There's nothing for me there but I'm just not ready

"Toms, I want to; I really do. But  I'm high school, I'm 16, I can't leave yet" I tell him

"Yeah, no, you're right. That was a dumb idea" he said sheepishly

"No, I love that idea. Don't take my dream away from me. That's gonna be us one day; but not yet" I smile and kiss his hand

He chuckles at me and pulls me closer to his chest as if prolonging until I have to leave

"Guys, time to get up!" I hear Will call from downstairs

"Come on, we need to get up" I wiggle out of Tommy's grip

"Yeah ok" he groans and gets Tubbo up while I grab my socks since the floor's very cold

"Good morning brother dearest" I grin to Clay as I walk down stairs, "good morning not biological brother dearest" I greet Will and he rolls his eyes while smiling, "keep rolling your eyes, maybe they'll get stuck" I recite what my teachers used to say

"Then he'll just laugh and die" Tommy chuckles and wrapped his arms around my waist from behind

"Probably" Tubbo joined in

"Ok, ok, anyways" Clay said to get everyone's attention, "Aaron and I are leaving in about 3 hours, so get your goodbyes ready and Aaron, get your crap together" he gave a sad smile and Tommy's grip increased around me

"Oh, so Clay, Tubbo, and I need to go do something so we'll be back; don't get in trouble" Will says suddenly and the other two boys look reminded of something

"Yeah, bye" Tubbo gave me a hug and they all left abruptly

"What the fuck" I asked as the door shut

"I have no clue" Tommy looked as confused as I did

"Come on, we need to pack" I drag the blonde upstairs and start grabbing my stuff and folding things, I had washed my clothes yesterday so they would all be clean and I wouldn't have to do laundry when I get home, while he sits on the bed