WARNING: I don’t know if y’all gonna love this chapter but I have a surprise on Chapter 4, I bet not all of you will love the next chapter but for fellas who really love yaoi out there, you’ll surely love the next one. J
03.
After what happened at the restaurant, I bid my goodbye to Kai and Eunji. I went straight to the club that night. Good thing I brought along some party clothes, wouldn’t it be awkward if I got here wearing my working clothes?
I went to the bar and sat in one of the chairs, a lot of people are dancing, some are making out, and others, and well they’re doing some gross stuff. I rolled my eyes.
“A double of Glenn McKenna please.” I ordered. The bartender nodded. I really missed drinking. It’s been a long time since I came here, I don’t really have time to party but it’s my off tomorrow, might as well do something I haven’t done for quite a long time.
I remember breaking up with my ex right at this very bar. I broke up with him because of Kai. I loved him before but when Kai came, everything changed. I don’t know if I broke up with him out of guilt or is it because I fall out of love or because I love him too much that I can’t afford to see him get hurt. He didn’t even know the real reason why I broke up with him.
My feelings for him are so clear before, until Jongin came and ruin my life. Don’t blame me for the decisions I have made before, I know everything is wrong and forbidden; I don’t even know why everything I do with Jongin felt so right.
When Jongin and I started this affair, I am hoping that somehow he will sacrifice and leave his wife for me because that’s what I did to my ex, I find it kind of unfair because he is the main reason why I left my boyfriend.
Am I being selfish?
I was startled when someone grabbed me by my waist; I closed my eyes, getting myself ready just in case I fall out of my chair.
“Hi.” I slowly opened my eyes and there I saw a handsome guy grinning sheepishly.
“S-Suho.” I whispered.
“It’s been a long time, eh?” He said smiling. He sat beside me. I nodded.
“What are you doing lately? I never see you partying and you never hang out at the bar just like what we always do before.” He asked.
“I’m busy at work. Plus, I’m not that really interested in getting drunk nowadays.” I answered.
“When we were dating you were the one who often asks me if we can go to a club.” He said. You heard it right. Apparently, he’s my ex.
“Yeah. You still remember that?” I asked.
“Of course I do. Who wouldn’t forget that? We’re perfect Kyungsoo.”
“Do you have a boyfriend?” Before I can even respond to what he said a while ago, he already asked me that question.
But do I have a boyfriend? Is Jongin my boyfriend?
I shook my head as a response. He grinned. Me and Jongin doesn’t really have a commitment, all we have is an affair and that explains why I shouldn’t catch feelings for him.
“You wanna dance?” He asked and before I can even reject him, he grabbed my hand and went to the dance floor.
We danced all night long, from slow music to dirty dancing. We even drank too much, so close to being wasted. I can feel my vision’s getting blurry.
When I got tired, I told Suho that I will sit down and take a rest for a minute but the moment I turned my back against him, he back hugged me and gave me little kisses onto my neck, giving me shivers down my spine. I was about to face him when suddenly a guy punched him so hard making him fall to the floor.
“BACK OFF! Ass face. Kyungsoo is mine!” I looked at the owner of the voice.
“J-jongin?” I looked at him wide-eyed
