natasha romanoff imagines

running

A/N: hi im back ig

TW: umm running away ig and trauma

I felt the raindrops trickle down my back as I ran out of the compound. I'd had enough of fame, I wasn't going to put up with it anymore. I felt as if I was being pushed down everyday. I felt like I shouldn't belong, I needed to get away, where I couldn't hurt anyone. Everyday since I moved into the compound I was accidentally hurting someone or something, I could misuse my powers or bump into someone. Sometimes it would be as little as a touch. I just wanted a normal life, where i couldn't hurt someone but I guess that's not possible. Natalia was the only one who cared about me since I joined, we were very close and always hung out but sometimes she could be distant. She was different. Well now you are probably wondering why I left

flashback~~

When I was "welcomed" into the Avengers initiative well i wasn't really welcomed probably because my last name was ward and well you know the deal, my brother being grant ward and killing dozens of shield agents, yeah i don't really fit into the whole 'saving the world' type person. I guess I was always being looked down on like I was a microscopic being.

The whole time I was a part of the team the only person i had made friends with was maria, she had encountered Grant before and knew I was nothing like my brother. Maria and I would spend all day together, she was like an older sister. Sometimes natalia would talk to me but not all the time, it's safe to say that i had a little thing for her. She hated that I knew her real name, but it comforted nat.

present : Third person pov~~

y/n knew how fast she was running, she ran for her life, to get away from those horrific people. They treated her like she was a pet, like she wasn't normal. That was true though. She wasn't normal, well to nat y/n was normal, just like her. y/n would daydream about natalia all the time, about how they became such good friends. Well until y/n was promised the moon and natalia fell for another star. Natalia fell for Steve, the captain. Steve was just as much a bully as tony. Calling y/n names, hitting y/n, blaming y/n and even talking behind your back. One time Wanda had called y/n into another room and told y/n that she read Tony's mind and all he was thinking about was how he was going to kick you out, y/n understood this and carried on with her day. y/n yourself became distant, like nat but instead ignoring the calls for breakfast, lunch and dinner. y/n locked herself up in her bedroom.

All those memories ran through y/ns head as she ran down the haunting road to nowhere.

*using you*~~

You heard nat call your name and your legs were getting weaker by the second, in the next minute you were sure to collapse. In which you were right and you did, within a second you collapsed to the ground. you panicked at the feeling of someone picking you up but slowly calmed down when you saw natashas face, tears streaming down both of your faces, she pulled you into a passionate kiss, you both melted and were in your own worlds. You both pulled away and she squeezed you until you couldn't breath, but you didn't care. You felt loved for the first time and you were relieved. You stayed there for a good couple of minutes, nat slowly broke the silence with:

"I am so sorry i let them do that to you, i was just scared"

"No no it's fine, it wasn't your fault anyway and why didnt i hurt you when you touched me?"

"I don't know, but we are never going back to the compound or if we do we have to tell steve and tony off"

"Aren't you and Steve together though?"

"No i broke it off yesterday"

"Oh thank god i didn't want to be responsible for another 'harmful thing'"

"No its fine anyway, let's get out of here it's freezing"

"Yeah, good idea"

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A/N: omg i am so sorry for not posting i was in no way motivated, but now i have more motivation and coffee so i will post maybe 1-2 times a week!! I would post more but school work is so annoying but i will try my best!!