Kalon

14.

Why do I feel like a teenager stuck in the middle of testosterone war?
Damon seems like he's thinking about something that will make my life more difficult.

I don't know how to deal with this. But I also know that I'm not a liar. It might not be a big deal but he should know.

"Yeah, I like him Damon. But you don't have to worry because he doesn't feel that way about me"

He looks at me incredulously and says,
"Are you fucking blind?"

"What do you mean Damon?" I ask with gritted teeth.

"I don't know what your 'doctor brain' tells you but I'm sure that the guy wants to get in your pants", he says angrily.

How the fuck did I end up confessing to both Crotch and Damon in a span of few hours about my crush on Enzo?
On top of that, why do they have different opinions?

Kai aka crotch is my friend from hospital and according to him Enzo has friend zoned me, but Damon says that he 'wants in my pants'. (I'd love to believe the second one though)

It's time I need to act like the adult that I am.

"Damon the thing between me and Enzo is whole together a different thing. That changes nothing between us. You know that I want to be only friends with you, right?"

"I don't understand this. Why him? You told me you were not ready for a relationship?"

"I.... I don't know! Okay! I just like him. I don't know why. And Damon I love you, so much that I'm afraid about our friendship but I just don't feel that with you, Damon"

I take a deep breath and explain myself again.

"It's not about ruining our friendship, it's not that I need time to get up from my past relationships. I think those were just excuses. But I really like Enzo. I don't know why and I can't explain it either. I just like him"

"Great speech Bon-Bon, like YOU LIKE HIM, I LIKE YOU and that doesn't change just because you like someone else. I'm not giving up. No matter what", he declares.

With that he started the car and dropped me at my home. When I got out of my car, he didn't say a single thing and drove off.

He'll probably come tomorrow morning with coffee; which is his form of apology, because 'sorry' does not, at all exists in his dictionary.

Damon did not come the next morning or the next or the next. This is so unusual, but then it's been unusual for a while.

I can't blame him, we've been in a weird place since he confessed. At least everything is same with Enzo and Trevor. Kai forgave me too for having a date with his crush. (which was not a date)

This weekend I want to be away from all the testosterone, I am spending the weekend with Caroline and Elena. I don't care about hiding anything, I'm spilling my guts to them. About Damon and Enzo and everything.

The Weekend

Me and Caroline are on the swing of Caroline's mother's cabin about an hour away from Mystic falls. Elena is sitting on an arm chair in front of us. All of us have had some martini's and now we are probably on glass 5 or 6. I dunno.

"I kissed Damon", Elena says out of the blue, a audible gasp from Caroline.

"What? But you're with Stefan?", Caroline's words are sharp.

"I know, I know. We've.... We've been having some problems in our relationship. And.... And last two months were really bad", Caroline explains.

I'm still shocked. What the fuck is Damon doing? Confessing love to me and then kissing Elena.

"Three days ago I walked out of Damon and Stefan's house, after an ugly fight in which we broke up, it was past midnight. I was just driving I don't know where. Then I saw Damon following me in his car. At a point I was so tired and just wanted to cry. So I stopped the car."

I'm just looking at Elena without saying anything. It was the day we last met.

"He came and sat besides me and didn't say anything. I cried putting my head on his shoulder. Damon has been good to me these past two-three months. First I thought it was just to annoy Stefan but now I think he genuinely cares", Elena is on roll.

"Where does the kiss fit?", Caroline asks.

"In the car, after I cried my heart out. I kissed him", she looks a tad bit guilty.

"So are you like switching brothers?", Caroline sounds angry.

"Caroline that's so mean, and I don't know what I'm doing. One thing I'm sure about is break with Stefan", Elena explains again.

"Just so you know I think Stefan is much better than Damon, it's your funeral", Caroline is out with her claws, what's all this?

"Yeah, if you like him so much, may be you should date him", acid in every word.

I need to calm this situation or it will be worse. The only way to cloud a controversy is to put out a bigger controversy.

"I'm in love with my neighbour who has a 6 year old kid"
They both look at me surprised.
"And he friend zoned me"

And just like that I have their immediate attention.