Feitan headcanons + oneshots

✨ Hand holding part 2 ✨

"Would it be warm?" He thought to himself
Feitan stared at his right hand blankly, imagining how it would feel if your really held his hand, gently rubbing the back of his hand with your thumb, or simply just intertwining your hands together. His mouth turned into an awkward frown when he felt a random sensation in his stomach.

"She wasn't lying, was she?"

His thoughts were going crazy, with his gaze starting to get even more blank than before. This concerned his friend, Phinks, who sat beside him. He never saw his friend acting like this before, even the thought of Feitan would that lost in his own thoughts freaked him out.

"Fei."

No answer. Phinks continued to stare at his friend, intrigued. What was on his mind right now? Whatever that thing was, Phinks really wanted to know.

"Fei?"

Feitan blinked then looked up to his friend.

"What?"

Phinks didn't pay much attention to his harsh tone, cause what was on Feitan's mind just now was more interesting to him. He looked to his friend straight in the eye, slightly making Feitan uncomfortable.

"What were you thinking about?"

Feitan looked away, almost immediately.

"Nothing. I was just tired."

Feitan knew Phinks wouldn't buy that cheap excuse, but he was still too hesitant to tell him the truth.

"Sureeee.... You know me for too long and you must've known that I wouldn't believe that."

Feitan growled.

"Shut up."

Phinks smirked as he leaned his cheek to his right palm, watching the light hue of pink spreading across his cheek.

"Feitan."

They both turned to the source of the voice who just called Feitan, and met a soft gaze from you, Feitan returned your gaze with a lopsided smile behind his bandana.

"Yeah?"

Your lips made an excited grin.

"I'm hungry. Let's go out!"

Your prompted with gleaming eyes

"Sure."

Feitan stood up and walked towards his you his eyes glued to your free hands. The thought started flooding his mind again but he shook his head lightly.

"Come on!"

Phinks sighed.

"Seems like you don't want me to interrupt your date, am I right."

It sounded more like a statement rather than a question. You chuckled and glanced at Feitan, waiting for his reaction.

"You are right. Go eat with someone else."

Phinks rolled his eyes, but didn't say anything about his friend's demeanor.

"Today is pretty windy for a walk."

Feitan turned to you, watching how your hair was blown away by the wind, and how yoir stared to the clouds with a smile. He wondered and confused why you could be smiling at random things, not that he was complaining. To be honest, he was relieved cause he didn't think he could make her smile, remembering how he wasn't used to make people smile. He was used to make people shiver in fear, and not even thinking about making a smile from their lips.

"Yes. Pretty."

You glanced at him before fully turned to Feitan, noticing him saying the word 'pretty' while staring at you . She giggled then waved her hand out of embarrassment.

"Awe, don't flatter me."

Feitan let out a smirk.

"It's funny, or should I say almost ridiculous that I could flatter you just by doing that? You do be smiling and flattered at everything."

You stuck out your tongue.

"And is that a problem to you sir? Be honest, you like my smile, right? Then it's win for you."

Once again, Feitan glanced at you before focusing on the road.

"We're not talking about do I like it or do I not like it."

You laughed then poked his arms, receiving an annoying growl from him.

"Aww such a tsundere. I'll take that as a 'yes I like it'."

Feitan clicked his tongue.

"I didn't say that."

Again, you laughed.

"Okay... fine... My boyfriend doesn't like my smile. I think I shall stop smiling from now."

Feitan averted his eyes to the side.

"I didn't say that either"