"Take care, I love you"
I kissed his cheek before leaving. I suddenly felt a sting in my heart when he did not reply back to me.
I got another message from my friend inviting me to go to a cafe.
We were in the middle of a conversation when I saw a familiar guy. My husband. He was walking and I was about to raise my hand to let him notice me when suddenly a women appeard.
My smile faded.
I saw how their lips touched.
How she wiped her lipstick from his lips.
How she hugged him and rested her head on his shoulder.
The way he held her waist.
The way she hooked her arm to his.
The way they looked like a perfect couple.
I excused myself, I wanted to go home. I was not in the mood to drink, to eat, to smile, or be happy. I was hurt.
Why am I the one crying?
Why am I the one ashamed?
Why am I the one who feels wrong?
I was not the one who cheated. I was not the one who ruined the relationship. Yet I am still here, hurting, crying, angry.
Did I not have time for him?
Do I look bad?
Is my body ugly?
Was I not enough?
I was the original, but he looks for other women. Women who can satisfy his needs.
I genuinely loved him. I still love him.
Am I stupid enough to stay?
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♡ caza4raia
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