Chapter nine

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BRENNENS POV CHAPTER

All I can think of is where did I go wrong? Was is something I did? I don't know what to think. My heart feels like it has been smashed to a million pieces. 

All weekend I just stayed in and watched sad movies and listened to sad music. I was kind of pathetic, really. I just didn't want to chance going out and running into her. I love her so much. 

I called some guys to come over to help me get my mind off of her. When they came over, they knew exactly what had happened. They didn't really know what to do either. We ended up ordering chinese and we played video games all night. 

Sunday night was the hardest for me. What Carley didn't know was that I didn't go to a friends to make skits for my videos, I went and bought her a ring. I was gonna film asking her to marry me for all my fans as my Monday video. I didn't know what to make it about now. I decided to tell my followers to ask me questions using the hashtag #brennenq&a and I would do one of those videos. Within an hour, I had over 2,000 questions. I told the guys to just read though them and save the ones they thought I should use. I didn't want to run into any questions about Carley and break down in front of the guys. "Man this is just hard." I said under my breath. 

A month later...


It has been a month and it seems like all my videos have Carley pulled in some how. I haven't told my Brennenators that we have split up mainly because I don't want to see the few fans that might take it as far as threatening her because she hurt me. It wasn't Carley's fault. Something came up. That something, I don't know but... 

I haven't tried to contact Carley at all. But its been forever since I have seen or heard her angel-like voice. I decided today was the day that I would go over to her condo and just make peace with the fact that we arent together. I got myself cleaned up and headed over. Should I bring flowers? No. Too much. I have to try not to break down when I see her. I have to be strong. I rang the doorbell and Abby answered. "Oh! Brennen? I wasn't expecting to see you." It was weird to see her after what seemed like forever. "Hey Abby. Is Carley around?" Her face started to look sad. "Why don't you just come in and I will explain everything." By that point I realized Carley wasn't there anymore, at all. I sat down as she made some tea for us. "Brennen I think now that everything has kind of blown over, you should know what happened." This was the moment that has been bothering me since Carley left. "After Jake left here a few months ago, he got ahold of Carley's parents and lied to them and said that she had ran away. So they came down here and made her go live with them for a while." I felt so much stress lift off of my shoulders to know that I didn't do anything to hurt my poor Carley. "Can they even do that? She is old enough to live on her own." 
"Technically they can't do much, but they can pitch a mighty fit if she hadn't just gone." I shook my head. "That is rediculous." Abby began to smile. "What?" I was very confused. "Weeeeelllllll, Carley comes back tomorrow. I have to leave work to pick her up at the airport. She is coming back to live with me. If you want to tag along, I bet it would be a really good suprise for her." 
"That sounds amazing. What time should I meet you?"
"2:30." I wanted to explode with excitement mixed with being nervous to see her after forever. "Sounds amazing. Thank you for everything, Abby." 
"I didn't do much." She giggled. "Well you just put my life back together so." 
"Glad I could help. I will see you tomorow, Brennen." 
"See you tomorrow." Tomorrow is the day. 

Its almost time fo rher plane to land and Abby and I are waiting at her gate. I was so nervous. "What if she doesn't want to see me?" I said to Abby. "She will be so excited to see you. You are all she talks about every day." 
"Really?"
"Yes. She still loves you, Brennen. She never stopped." Thats when we heard a piercing scream. By the time I got to turn around, Carley tackled me to the ground. "Is that really you, Brennen?!" I was so happy to see her I couldn't do anything but kiss her. "Yes its me, baby. Abby told me everything. I missed you so fucking much." she couldn't stop kissing me. "I fucking missed you too." 

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