Blood embrace - can't be loved

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The lane is dark , park with dim yellow lights on one side and the other side is covered with woods , i feel an urge to go home asap  , but dobby won't let me , he still wants to sniff everything around , the green grasses that grow shamelessly everywhere , the pebbles , even the ants which certain sometime enters his nostrils causing the beast wheeze under the cold air . 

" dobby we need to go , please " i plead as i bring myself back out of the thoughts , but this guy is too stubborn to move , god why did i had to waste time thinking of that asshole , how many times do i have to recall myself.. that its over , I'm sad not because it was my first relationship , not because i was any serious about him , not because it was just a weak long but because he said , " i don't give the feel " , like seriously , huh...asshole without eyes .

" dobby please... " i plead again , but he is too busy sniffing something pulling me towards the woods , i try my best to not follow his direction but he's gotten Heavier in the past three years .

i know he will listen to me if i yell at him , but i really don't wanna shout here , its too dark and definitely feels unsafe , i check my phone as it beeps , its a text from dad .

dad : ( 10:25 pm ) - where you

me : ( 10:25 pm ) - on my way 

dad : ( 10:25 pm ) - reach asap , its late 

just when i was about to reply some devastated noise hit my ears that came from the woods , some sort of leather getting torn wildly ,  may be deeds of a  wild animal but we only have dears here on the hills  , then liquid flowing vigorously , my pulses increased maybe its a crime happening around , i don't wanna guess anything cause whatever it is , its bad as hell , dobby tries to pull me in the woods he might have heard the sound too , i admit he is mightier then me , but right now i really don't care about any might . so i pulled him with all my strength running towards home  , god these freaking hill roads makes it even more tiring to run .

i was left stunned at my spot when a narrow breeze passed by my side , horrified i felt , but thankfully dobby pushed me this time , its hard to catch his pace , but my brain told me to " run for your life " let it take your breath out but you are stopping nowhere .

finally i felt at breath when i saw my dad's purple vervains on veranda  i reached home panting , dad was waiting for me outside , and before he stood he made a grin .

" where were you "

" went for a walk " i tried not to face him before staring at one of the vervain pots .

" honey , i was worried you know " he rested his one hand on my shoulder and from the other , he took dobby's leash .

" you okay right ", he added as he saw me still out of breath .

" why did you run " by concern he looked at me .

" umm...just was in a hurry , guess i need rest " i laughed as weird as it can be and ran towards my room , slamming the door close , i lied on my bed trying to sleep .

tick tick tick , it was so silent that i can hear the wall clock ticking , i digged myself in the pillow , trying to distract my mind but i cant .

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shit I'm late , guess i slept in the last hours , its already seven i need to get ready faster  ," chop chop Quinn " , i said to my self .

uniform on , i ran down , merely had some breakfast ,dad came running after me to feed me few more bites of the toasts as i just leaped for school .

" hey babe " an obvious voice from the back 

........and that blond hair guy is my best friend , Maxwell miller ,his parents got divorced six years back and he merely cares , moreover his mom likes my dad now , I'm certainly sure of it , the way she looks at him or always asks for help or something , even if she can handle it all by herself , yeah she likes him , actually even i won't mind her as my mother, she is always good to me , our families know each other since i was a child, dad says she was my mother's closest person after us .