Blood embrace - can't be loved

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finally dad asked which collage i wanted to apply .

" Burlington community collage " i said as i gasp a big piece of meat .

" really " his voice was filled with amusement .

" yeah " i replied in undertone , while Mrs. miller offered him some beer that he refused for the seventh time , he passed his hand over my space beckoning me to reciprocate his action, so i did , it felt like a typical filmy family drama, where your step mother chases your father and your brother is busy , filling his well .

" umm...dad"

he was completely emerged looking into my eyes .

" you look like your mom " he whispered softly with a blink , as a tear made its way , that i wiped .

" your mom and me went to the same university honey " , that made my eyes broad with a spark of tear within .

" you guys are going to the same universities right ? " Mrs. miller added in excitement , to that me and maxi nodded .

we did a carpool today as Mrs. Millar forced my father .

And dad being dad went soft . me and max are sitting at the back , when we passed the park street lane that bought the terror back to my soul making me gloomy again , max pated my thigh as he noticed my fear .

for the next week i was the same , dull and sad max was always with me as my crotch , then one fine day i retrospect the incident , maybe if i were a bit mightier , i could have known the reason behind the dead , giving his family justice , maybe...I wish for .

sometimes your wandering thoughts ends with a sigh , just a lone deep sigh which had a wish and a maybe for the something .

*****

" dad I'll be out for the whole day today "

" where to "

" with max pa "

" be home before nine "

" cool " we had this conversation on the breakfast table and after that i went out with max , it was his party , for getting a new car...okay not new , it was his mother's which he finally got the permission to drive .

" we finally have a maxaquinn [ max + Quinn ] day " max was half dancing while driving and i played one of my favorite driving tracks , vibing to the song we danced our seatbelts on ,

" oh oh oh oh oh oh...

we couldn't turn around , 'til we were upside down

I'll be the bad guy now ,but no , i ant too proud

seasons change and our love went cold

feel the flames but we cant let go

runaway but we running in circles

runaway..... "

and then we reached the worst part of the drive PARK STREET LANE , my heart started thumbing like hell when i saw with narrow eyes a incandescence coming out from a distance in the woods .

i stopped moving like crazy and max noticed , but didn't utter anything unless we reached our spot , the chocolate factory , being quite famous , the café is crowded most of the time , but that doesn't really matters cause me and maxi never stay there for long .

So as usual we took some cholate caramel , chocolate chips and hot chocolate to our spot and thanks to maxi's gentle grace today , that i have all my pennies' safe .