Blood embrace - can't be loved

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huuffffff.......i let a deep breath out looking myself into the mirror , " babe you look cool " i tell myself in a shrugging manner as my shoulder length dark brown hair lie perfectly with a fluffy texture , i have applied a little shade of rosy lip-gloss to look more naturel , my blue denim jogger pants and an over sized plane black sweater tugged in , fits exactly my taste and before the graduation day , dad gifted me a pair of white sneakers, he knows exactly what i like .

" I'm okay with not being perfect cause that's perfect to me " i humm the song for myself As I nod at my reflection with more of a huge fake smile , trying to defenestrate my thoughts from " the park street lane " ,  yes it is in inverted commas " the park street lane " , i have to agree to Maxwell this time , it truly still affects me...still after months . i close my eyes and with a deep sigh i went down stairs , where Maxwell was helping dad with serving , he looks quite different today .

" hey " i say as max turn to look at me and his expression changes from happy to moaning  in instant and lips with a twist of o .

" morning honey " dad replies being as warm as he is always which i reciprocate .

" you look... " max grints 

" good know " i say before he completes his sentence shrugging my blue backpack over my shoulder with a smile .

" noooo !! " he exclaims " you look like a school kid Quinn someone who just attained the tag of a teenager .

actually yes nothing is different in my appearance since my school days and max , he looks different , his blond hairs no more forms bangs on his forehead they are gelled and placed like a man , he is wearing a white jacket over his black tee , and what's that , max in denim ! , he only wears loose sports trousers , thanks lord he still has something that I recognize , his blue eyes .

" what's with you maxi " i trail him off " you look older then yesterday "

" so am i you see  , you need a makeover for collage babe , everyone does "

" i don't think so " i roll my eyes and pass a side hug to dad " do you think i need a makeover dad "

" of course not love , you look perfect " he pats my head .

" whatever " max whispers , thank god I've big ears , this guy is dead outside .

as i move in max's car and he jog to the drivers seat , i punch him over his belly 

" aaaa...are you insane " he screams his hands on his belly .

" I've big ears Mr. Maxwell miller " i see him giggling looking at the breaks .

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" you've been driving for half an hour since we entered the main gate "
I sling outside the car's window , looking at the grand never-ending grass lawn with many sports ground including basketball court , soccer ground , tennis ground etc ,etc , etc ,....a lot it is , surrounded by sleek mountains .

" where's the main campus maxi "

" Just there bae , it's huge I know , your building is the fourth one nine kilometers from the main entrance " he sigh as he completes .

" wow , this is grand " i mumble as i look at the huge university's sight that looks like typical British buildings , with grey and red brick walls , similar buildings are sprouted every three kilometers , with huge gardens surrounding the mountainous landscape and full of maple trees on the sides with wooden benches below every shade.

i shrug my bag pack over my shoulder when i notice max still checking on girls around us ,ah this guy .

i pull him over from his black bag pack " enough maxi or the girls will get rashes in their butts "