possession || eremika/jeankasa (completed)

apologies

mikasa sat on the edge of her bed, slipping on her shoes and blowing her candle out before leaving.

today, she needed to see eren.

the sun made her eyes water. she was hungover and miserable.

after walking the short distance to his house, she entered without knocking and went straight to his room.

as she pushed the door opened, she saw eren laid in his bed on the phone. his eyes were red and his hair was tied back into a messy bun.

"hey, i'm going to call you back," he muttered into the phone before hanging up and setting it on the nightstand. he sat up and looked at her.

"we should talk," mikasa voiced. eren nodded, pointing at his computer desk's chair. she sat down quietly and took a deep breath.

"what did i see last night?" eren asked. "with jean?"

"he was only comforting me," mikasa assured. "you didn't need to get violent."

"why did he need to comfort you? why wouldn't you come to me instead?"

she shook her head at him. "you were the reason i needed it. i found something out last night, eren."

"well," he begged. "what is it? what did i do?"

she closed her eyes tightly. "i ran into annie," she began. "she talked about you and some of what you two did. you lied to me."

eren stood up and stepped towards her. "we weren't together at the time mikasa. i didn't know you wanted me like that."

mikasa scoffed. "that's not the fucking point. you still lied to me about it. you told me nothing happened at all- that you never even saw her again. i want the truth. the entire truth, eren."

ill at ease, eren sat back down on the edge of his bed. he fiddled with his hands nervously. "okay," he responded. "a few days before i walked in on you and jean, i called and invited her over. it was friendly at first, but she kissed me and it escalated from there."

"sex?" mikasa interrupted. he shook his head.

"no, we didn't have sex. i didn't lie about that."

"what did you do?"

he shifted uncomfortably. "she gave me head and i touched her."

mikasa sighed. "why couldn't you have told me the truth?"

"i didn't want you to change your mind about wanting me," he stuttered. "i'm sorry."

"i took jean home with me last night," she chimed in, looking at the floor.

"he went home with you?" eren asked. she looked up and met his eyes. they were glossy and full of emotion.

she nodded.

"well?" he fumed. "d-did you fuck him? what happened?"

"i was drunk, eren. i was upset-" she began before he cut her off abruptly.

"answer my question, mikasa. what happened between you two?" his voice was full of rage.

"i kissed him, okay? i was on his lap and i tried to have sex with him. he's the one who stopped us. he said no."

eren scoffed and shook his head at her. "and you had the nerve to be upset about annie? get out."

mikasa froze. "w-wait," she cried out. "i'm being honest with you. i made a mistake and so did you. i want to fix this."

he stood and motioned her towards the door with tears welted in his eyes. "get out, mikasa."

he gently pushed her along.