SAVING KYLE: A lost angle

What Makes You so Special

Dear Kyle,
My life was over when it started before I met you. You gave me hope, happiness, and something to look forward to in the future. You're so strong. I could have never done any of the things I've done without you. You took care of me and were there when I needed you the most. You turned my whole world around and for that I thank you. I will never regret meeting you because you are my angel, my heart, and my soul. Words can not explain how much I love you. My love for you will never die. I never thought I would meet you in a million years, you are my person. The one person I think of when I'm happy, or when I'm sad, or scared. You always help me get over my fears. You've shown me nothing but love, how can I ever repay you? I give you everything, my heart and soul belong to you. Love you to the moon and back.
Your's forever,
Amma

No words can describe how amazing he is. He was so bright, smart and strong. Only if the world gave him a chance he would have shown everyone he was worth it  but nothing he did was good enough. No matter what he did or how hard he tried, he was denied. Rejected. It was like god banned him from happiness and everyone was in on it. But if they know how special he was, or how long he had been drowning. Would things have changed?
All he wanted was love from the people around him. Is that so wrong? Is it so hard to treat someone with kindness and respect, or tell your child that you love them, or show care when you see someone is having a hard time? He was the kindest soul disguised as an emotional punching bag, a school bully target, and a failure of a child. He was given all of these definitions, but he didn't represent any of them.

Kyle was a hidden gem. No one knew how special he was, because if they did he would have been living an entirely different life. Knowing his struggles and seeing him still try to make others happy is beyond impressive. No matter how much hurt he received, he still managed to keep his heart in the light when his body was in the dark. He always played with his little sister and showed her how much he loved her. Hiding his emotions when he she was near so she could be happy. I am so proud of him for being so strong and surviving through all the heartaches and anxiety attacks. He is the strongest person I have ever met. Just knowing him is a blessing. I made sure I reminded him how much I loved him. There were no numbers or words to describe how crazy In love I was. I knew I had loved him too much, but I loved that I did. I loved how he would also remind me how much he loved me too. Thats how we knew we were forever.

I was happy to be the one he always came to when he was down. I tried to be the love he was missing from the whole world. Knowing there is someone out there that will love you forever is amazing and I was glad I was one of those people. I also was happy to know he felt the same way. My life had changed so much before I met him. I got to experience a good part of living. Love. Loving Kyle is the highlight of my whole life and there is nothing that can ever replace that. He's the angel that Saved my life, I couldn't have done it without him and I'm so grateful. There is no one that can ever replace him. I'd give my life just so he could be happy.