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Chrissy Costanza.

I haven't seen Michael since the night of the party. I feel really guilty for cheating on Alex, but I kind of feel good doing it too.

Whenever I'm with Alex, I just don't feel any connection anymore. Now that I'm having this affair with Michael, I guess I've lost my feelings for Alex. Maybe I never really felt the way I used to towards him. I don't know.

"Lets do somethinggg," I say sitting on the couch.

"Like whatttt," Ashton says.

"I don't knowww."

"Me eitherrrrr."

"Ughhhhh."

We both laugh. I get up and go to Michael's room. I knock on the door and he opens up.

"Oh uh hey," he says.

"Hey, we need to talk."

He opens the door for me to come in. I sit on his bed and he sits next to me.

"So the night of the party. Did we really, you know."

"Yeah, we did," he looks down.

I get up and lock the door. I go back to him and sit on his lap. Then push him down on to the bed and start kissing him.

I feel his hands coming up my sides. His hands feel so good on my skin. As I continue to kiss him theres a knock on the door, I pull away and get off him.

"Who is it?" Michael asked.

"Its Cal, why's the door locked?" he asked.

I fix my hair up, while Michael opens the door.

"Because we were rolling on the floor and if anyone bursted in we wouldn't want no injuries. That's why it was locked," Michael said.

"Are you sure?" He asked with an eyebrow raised.

"I'm pretty sure. Would you think I'd lie to you?" he lied.

"Well you are Michael Clifford. But, I'll believe you," Calum said then took off.

I sighed, "I'm sorry. I just couldn't help myself."

"Its fine," Michael said, looking down.

"Can we just stop all this? I don't want to ruin anything, okay?"

"Yeah, sure. Whatever."

I sigh again then leave to my room. I can't keep doing this. I need help. Only one person to call, Jackie.

Jackie is my best friend. She always know what to do.

"Hey Chrissy! How's it in LA?" Jackie said thru the phone.

I lay on my bed looking at the ceiling, "Um its really good."

"What happened?"

"Um so you know how uh we're gonna be touring with Five Seconds Of Summer, right?"

"Mhm."

"Well I uh sorta kinda have feelings for one of them and I'm still with Alex. And I sorta also cheated on him with this member. Also," I sighed.

"We hooked up at a party."

"Whoa, that's crazy. So what are you gonna do?"

"Thats the thing, I don't know what to do. That's why I called you."

"Hm, okay. Well who's this member?"

"Michael," I smiled.

"Damn. Okay, so for how long has this been going on?"

"Um the second day we've been here I think."

"Well then, how do you feel about him?"

"I don't know, I just don't feel that with Alex."

"Then break up with Alex."

"But I can't. I can't admit that I cheated on him. Even though I don't feel the same as before."

"I don't know then. Unless you wanna keep going behind his back with Michael. You're only choice is to break up with him. And don't tell him about this."

"If only it was that easy," I sigh, "But then if I was with Michael, it may ruin everything. With tour and all."

"That's true. Well, just try to forget about him. And break up with Alex if you don't feel like its right anymore."

"Jackie, its not that easy," I sigh, "But I'll try."

"Okay, tell me what happens when you do. I have to go. I'll text you later."

"Okay, bye."

"Bye," she hangs up.

I really wish I wasn't with Alex in the first place. Then I wouldn't have to lie to anyone.

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Chapter eight. I'm getting close to the good stuff.

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