A/N I had to mark the story Mature, because its better to only have "bigkids" read about kissing and swear words. There you have it. Enjoy the barely legit smut :-P
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Castiel, I have dreamt about you over and over. These dreams, they're terrible. For some reason I cry and bleed, and you turn from me and leave me to die. No matter how much I scream your name, you never return. I waste away. Maybe it is my mind telling me you will never return, perhaps it is my soul reaching out for you at night. Do you feel my dreams Castiel? If you dreamt, I would like to think you dreamt of coming back to me. Being alone was easier before you showed up. You are damned Castiel, damned for doing this to me.
Prayers To Castiel- the twenty ninth
“That Angel-Asshole Castiel told Dean he was the reason the apocalypse started! Now he’s called me from the hospital super fucking upset Bobby! And all I could think was why didn’t he call you?!” Bobby turned away from me
“I might not have answered his calls” he said. I reached over to Bobby’s countertop and grabbed the empty whiskey bottles lines up.
“Would it have something to do with these” His face shone with guilt and I dropped the bottles to the floor, where they smashed and glass flew through the air.
“Jesus Christ Destiny!”
“And what else was I told?! Uriel- apparently killed all of the angels that Dean was trying to find out who killed! Castiel is on his way to falling- and he had to kill one of his brothers, that’s what Dean told me!” Bobby sighed
“I drank myself to a blackout- Just one time, and the world comes undone” I was pissed at him, honestly and utterly pissed
“Those Boys need you Bobby, and I am not going to sit here and watch you let them fall.” He turned to me
“What are you saying Dessy?”
“I’m leaving Bobby, I’m going hunting again, I’m going to follow those boys and keep them safe. You wanna drink yourself into oblivion, that’s fine. But It’s not just me that you’re letting down, it’s them”
“Destiny Julie-Anne Singer, I get that your stupid fake family in Canada is gone but that does not make it okay to-” He stopped. My blood ran cold and I clenched my fists at my sides “Destiny I didn’t-”
“No Bobby, its fine. You’re pissed because someone picked up the pieces after you shattered me is that it? I came back and took care of you! I fixed you! I had no reason to. Maybe it was a mistake” I leaned over to the table and wiped every glass off it. They all smashed to the floor and Booby swore loudly.
“Goodbye Bobby.” I left his stupid house, slamming the door behind me.
Finding Sam and Dean was hard. I knew they were in the same town as me, but I couldn’t find them anywhere that made sense. I parked in front of a motel and called Sam
“Hello?” Sam’s voice came across my phones speaker
“Sam hey, I’m looking for you boys where you at?” Sam was quiet for a second, then gave me an address. I wrote it down and got back on my bike.
“See you in five” I tucked the phone back into my pocket and hopped on my bike.
Five minutes later I was walking up to some random doorstep. I was faced with the question of whether or not I should knock. Feeling like knocking would be a huge waste of time, I opened the door and walked in. Sam and Dean were sitting on a couch, while another man sat in front of them.
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