Blue Eyed Angel (A Castiel Love Story)

Love Hurts

A/N Guys! Im so excited I wrote this chapter today like a crazy person 

I cant stop! I hope someone out there is  reading this xD
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Chase, British Columbia

“Miss, how soon will you have these papers approved?” The woman at the desk asked me. I sighed

“A day” She raised her eyebrows at me

“I’m sorry to hear that” She did seem sorry. I was holding myself together pretty well, I thought.

“It’s fine, really. It is what it is” She nodded and stamped a few more places on the papers, before sliding them into a large brown envelope.

“I will see you tomorrow then, for the rest of the process, be sure to bring the other party with you” I nodded

“Thank you” I whispered, taking the papers and leaving the building. I liked Canadian Federal buildings 100% more than American ones. People had more patience here in Canada, which is why I moved here years and years ago, when I escaped my family. I walked out the door and hopped back on my motorcycle. There was only one place left to go, and that was home. When I pulled up to the lake front house, I had to pause to take a breath. Four months and nothing had changed. The pillars were still overgrown with beautiful (yet invasive) vines, the front steps were still painted red and white. The Lavender plants were still thriving on the window sill. I sighed and parked the bike in my parking spot. It contrasted nicely with the black bike next to it, in its own spot. I had to gather up courage to walk up to the front door. I’ve never had to knock at my own place before. I raised my hand and knocked on the door three solid times, it only took a second

“Be right there!” a distinctly manly voice called. I held my breath as he opened the door. He seemed to have been struck

“Delilah”

“Jacob” I greeted “Betcha you didn’t expect to see me today” He shook his head, looking down at me. He was a big man, six-foot three, nearly an entire foot taller than me. He had short black hair and pale grey eyes. There was more stubble on his chin than I remembered. He shook his head, as if to clear it, and stepped aside. I dropped my bag just inside the door and walked into the living room. All across the house I saw pictures of us both together

“You left the pictures up” I whispered. He groaned

“Don’t do it like this. Don’t just walk in here and talk to me in that sweet voice acting like nothing happened” He slammed the front door closed and stood in front of me “Where have you been Delilah? It’s been six months! No phone calls, no texts. I tried to call your number and it was disconnected?!” He growled “Fucking explain it to me! How could you walk out on me like that? On us? Your family?” He was breathing heavily.

“Where’s Alice?” was all I said

“She’s at school” He grumbled. I sighed and collapsed into the chair behind me

“I’m sorry Jake... I did what I had to do” He sat across from me and leaned forward. I had never seen such anger in his eyes before.

“No, Delilah. What you had to do, was stay here, with me; your husband, and take care of our seven year old daughter. That’s all you ever had to do” He looked down at my hands “You’re not wearing the ring” His voice was quieter now. He swallowed thickly and looked away from me.

“I wanted to… Jacob all I ever wanted was to stay here with you, forever. I love you-” I reached out to touch his face and he flinched away from me. I lowered my hand and said quietly “Jacob, I can’t ever come back. I want you to take the pictures down” He stared up at me now