A girl with a big heart and so much emotional damage moves to a small town with her foster parent. She hopes that this can be a new start, but then she meets a boy who will either help her fight the demons of her past or become one of her demons him...
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As I sit on his lap rubbing our centers together my brain starts to take over. I have had sex with many people,but I've never really had sex with someone I cared about like I do about Caleb. It scares me if I'm being honest.
His hand is tangled in my hair holding my head back giving him access to my neck. His kisses started at my jaw now making there way down towards the collar of my shirt. Once my shirt cuts him off from going any lower he groans.
The sound he makes pulls a giggle from me. I grab the hem of my shirt and pull it over my head reveling my light blue bra. The burn mark that starts at my hip and ends under my boob nags at the back of my mind. He looks up at me smiling as I throw my shirt into the back seat. His tongue comes out to wet his lips as his eyes trail down my body making my chest sting with anticipation.
"Are you sure about this?" He asks ask I trail kisses down is neck nipping at his sensitive spots. I nod my head to his question while pulling his shirt over his head. He grabs my face with his hands forcing me to look at him." I need words princess, Do you want to do this?" He asks moving my brown hair out of my face behind my ear. "Yes this is what i want" I say while letting my eyes rome his body.
He smiles up at me while pulling my lips to his. While his lips are attached to mine I open one eye feeling for the lever on the side of the seat. I feel the hard plastic peice and pull up on it sending the seat backwards. Making me lay flat against his chest. He lets out a groan as the shift in position pushes my bottom half further into the buldge in his pants.
He breaks the kiss while smiling against my lips. "You don't know how long I have wanted this" he says his hot breath fanning my lips. I reach down and fumble with his belt buckel trying to get it undone.He opens the glove compartment as I pull his belt off and toss it in the passenger seat. When I see him pull a condom out of the glove compartment my whole body goes rigid.
Why does he have thoes in there? How many girls has he fucked in this same exact seat?
He notices my change in deminor and furrows his eyebrows. "What's wrong?" He asks massaging my thigh through the hole in my jeans sending a buzz through my body. "Nothing" I say remembering this is supposed to have nothing to do with feelings. I don't have any room to be jealous. I unbutton his pants ushering for him to lift his ass up so I can pull them down.
He resists against me not moving up. I look at him locking our eyes together "what?" I huff crossing my arms over my chest. "You got all closed off....what happened?" He asks with his thumb rubbing circles on my leg. I lean in and run my tongue over his rose tattoo behind his ear. "I said it's nothing".
His breath hitches as I nip his ear lobe. His hands come to rest on the waist band of my bluejeans coming around to unbutton them. I try once again to pull his pants down and this time he is complying. I lift off of him letting his pants fall to his ankles revealing the thing that has been occupying my mind lately.
I pucker out my bottom lip like I'm thinking and tilting my head to the side looking down at it with furrowed eyebrows. "What?" He asks grabbing my chin to make me look him in the eye. "I just thought it would be bigger" I say srugging my shoulders. He lets out a roar of laughter sending vibrations through me. "What? Is it small?" He asks smiling.
"No..no it's not small I just figured it would be bigger by the way people talked" I says trying to wiggle my pants down over my hips. "What do people say?" He ask trying to help me pull my pants over my feet. I pull them off throwing them in the floor board. "It's just people talk..you know?" I say while he wraps his hand around my waist touching the pink scarred skin and runs his hand up my back unbuckling my bra and letting it fall off. He tosses it in the backseat not taking his eyes off my body. It makes me uncomfortable usually when I sleep with someone they usually avoid touching it or looking at it, but he doesn't.
I grab his face and pull it up to look at me "stop staring" I say as I connect our lips. He bites my bottom lip making me pull away "but your pretty why can't I stare?" He asks cupping my boob in his hand which makes me shudder. "Because that thing is ugly" I say rubbing my thumb over the smooth skin. I have always hated the way it feels.
I feel his hands cup my face while I look anywhere but his eyes. "Hey stella look at me" he says while rubbing his thumb over my bottom lip. My eyes meet his and I expect to feel judged like I do with everyone else, but there's not a single ounce of judgement in his eyes. "You are so beautiful no matter the scars you have. They make you who you are they tell a story" he says.
I feel tears well in my eyes and the pit in my stomach grow. How am I supposed to sleep with him and not fall in love?
I smash my lips onto his as the pad of his thumb runs circles on the hip with the scar. He bucks his hips up wards towards the place calling for his attention. He grabs my hair pulling my head backwards he trails kisses all the way down between my boobs making small moans escape my lips. He trails down my stomach moving towards the right side a little to far.
My whole body tenses as his lips graze over the skin nobody touches. I grab his hair pulling it towards the left side of my body. He growls a little before moving back towards the spot I just pulled him from. I'm panting and my the knot in my stomach grows. I go to pull him away again but his head moves up leveling our lips. "Why won't you let me touch it?" He asks softly.
"It's such a turn off! What if seeing and touching it makes you not want to sleep with me anymore?" I say looking down. "Nothing could make me not want to sleep with you" he smiles up at me while his fingers slip under the elastic of my panties pulling them off leaving us both naked and on top of each other. His words warm my heart and I have to remind myself this is nothing more than a fling.
My hips roll forwards out of instinct moving against him as our groans fill the car. I take the condom out of his hand ripping it open and sliding it on him inflicting a groan from his pretty lips. I raise myself over top of him and slowly lower myself down. A mix if pain and pleasure shoots through my body. As his fingers dig into my thighs he rests his forehead on mine as I move my hips "fuck" he moans under his breath catching my lips in a kiss once again.
