I am literally the stupidest person in the entire world. Why did I think I could have sex with her and not have the urge to tell her how I feel. Because right in this moment as she is searching for her clothes i feel like I need to spill the beans.
She has her bra,her shirt and her pants. We can't find her underwear anywhere. It's like they disappeared. She finally decides to just go commando while climbing back into the passenger seat. I assure her I will find them and give them to her tomorrow. She buckels her self up as she looks over at me with flushed cheeks and messy hair. "You know car sex isn't my favorite, but you made it bearable" she giggles as I put all my clothes back on and start driving.
"Bearable?" I ask with a smirk on my face. "It sounded like you enjoyed it way more than you let on by the way you were mo-" I start but she cuts me off. "OK ok I get it" she laughs. I pull up outside of Sally's diner and her face lights up. "Yay food" she coos hopping out of the car and sprinting towards the door.
I walk in behind her while seeing her plop down in the same seat as we always sit in. I sit across from her and see the Waitress that stella got into an argument with last time we were here walking towards us. She asks us what we want and we both end up ordering two pancakes each. Stella is looking at me smiling as we hand our menu's to the blonde. The girl walks over to us bringing our food. I try to look at her the way i used to but i can't do it. My eyes keep drifting back to Stella as she pours syurp on the pancakes like a child. We eat in comfortable silence until I look up to see Ryder enter the diner and he has Tate Cooper following him. My lips turn up into a smile as he spots us in the booth.
He makes his way over to us and he sits beside me while tate sits beside stella making her jump a little. She has her back to the door so she didn't really see them come in. When her eyes meet tates her lips pull up into a smile. "I told you it would work out between them" she wisper-shouts as she pokes a peice of pancake in her mouth.
I elbow Ryder in the ribs and he looks at me with a smirk on his lips. "I'm taking her to the winter formal" he wispers as Tate and stella make conversation across from us.The mention of the formal makes my stomach drop. I stare at stealla her eyes lighting up at some joke Tate made. I'm not going to lie having sex with her was the best sex I have ever had. I'm not over exaggerating it was like we had a connection that I have never had with anyone else. If I ask her to go to the dance would that be pushing the whole no feelings rule?
I end up taking everyone home with me and stella in the front seat. Ryder and tate are sitting real cozy in the back seat.
"Do you want to go dress shopping with me when the formal gets closer?" Tate asks stealla which pulls me from my thoughts. "I uh well I don't have a date yet but I can still go dress shopping with you" stella says while turning in her seat to look at the two in the back.
Tates eyebrows furrow and she looks between me and her. "You two aren't dating?" She asks pointing between us two. "Oh no were not we are just friends" stella mumbles while playing with a lose thread on her pants. "Well apparently friends who fuck" I hear ryder say as I look into the review mirror in confusion to see him holding up Stella's lace panties on his pinky.
I look over at stella who is staring at him with wide eyes and flushed cheeks. She reaches out and yanks the underwear away from him. "OK so maybe we are but thats none of your business" sella rambles which pulls a smile to my lips. She looks around trying to find her bag but it is in the backseat. She reaches over and shoves her panties into my front pocket. I snicker at her as she playfully glares at me. We drop the two of them off at ryders house and then I head towards Stella's.
I park out front and see her looking at the door handle. I reach over and grab her face pulling it to mine. I feel a small gasp leave her lips as my tongue glides over her top teeth. She pulls away and smiles at me before hopping out of the car and grabbing her bag. "Goodnight stud" she shouts on her way towards the house. "Goodnight princess" I shout as she opens the door. I have smiled so much with her today that my cheeks hurt. I think this is the happiest I have ever been.
I walk into the house and set my bag down in the entry way. I walk into the kitchen to see Molly cooking dinner. "Hey stella one of your friends from school is in the dining room he said you invited him over for dinner tonight" she smiles at me as my eyebrows furrow.
I know this is a little pathetic to say but I only have two friend well three if you count tate and I literally just said goodbye to all of them. I walk over to the door leading to the dining room and my heart drops. I swear I just shit myself. Marcus sits at the table fiddling with a fork. I walk into the room and when he sees me a smirk plays on his lips. Making the pit in my stomach grow. I feel like I'm about to spill my guts.
"What are you doing here?" I ask anger evident in my voice. "Hey sweetheart no need to get all rude" he says. The nickname sends shivers up my spine. I'm terrified of him but I can't show it. "I'm here to see if you wanted to be apart of the plan we had when you used to live with me" he says standing up and moving closer to me "you remember when we used to talk about running away together" he says and I scowl at him "we never used to talk about that you did! It was your idea I never had an opinion on it" I say backing away from him.
"Well the offer still stands we can go now. You can say no and I will leave you alone, but that doesn't mean i won't be angry. But if you say yes we can go off together live happily ever after" he says stepping closer. "Hm well every other time I've tried to say no to you it never happened the way I planned for it to" I say while my hands shake from anger and nerves. "But, the answer is no so get out and never come back" I snarl as I turn towards the kitchen door. "OK fine but if this comes back to bite you in the ass it's your fault" he shouts angrily as he stomps out the front door.
I lean against the wall sucking in a breath trying to keep my tears at bay. I tell Molly that "my friend" had an emergency and he needed to leave before we sit down for dinner.
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RomanceA girl with a big heart and so much emotional damage moves to a small town with her foster parent. She hopes that this can be a new start, but then she meets a boy who will either help her fight the demons of her past or become one of her demons him...