Auroras secret.... A Shaytards fanfic

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There was school the next day so we went to bed early. We got up in the morning and i put on my hoodie ate breakfast and then me and Ryan left. We got to school and Ryan went to his locke r and i headed to the classroom and thenAllison walked up to me, uh oh....

She said Aurora, i know you cut yourself why dont you just kill yourself already we are all waiting for it. And everybody that was around us heard and started laughing i ran out of the building and ran home, luckily nobody was home, i ran to my bedroom and started cutting, and then i contemplated on what Allison said to me.

Trust me its not that im scared to kill myself because when i went to the hospital that night and woke up i was pissed, i didnt wanted to wake up i wanted to die, but i didnt, and i dont understand why exactly, but if i wouldve died Ryan would probably still be cutting and in the mental hospital... I looked and my clock it was 2:30 pm everybody would be home in 30 minutes so put my razors up, ran back to school, and snuck into the classroom Ryan looked at me with a look of worry.

When the bell finally rung i told him what Allison said, and he said that if i killed myself he would too. I felt bad now i just hugged him and we got in the car akd drove home. My mom said Aurora i need to talk to you at dinner i nodded my head and went to my room, and Ryan followed, i left my door open so my dad wouldnt freak out.