Auroras secret.... A Shaytards fanfic

chapter 3

So i found some razor blades at hobby lobby and i bought them and my mom didnt see. I harm myself 6 out of 7 days a week and I can't tell if I enjoy it... and well now i hide my arms AT ALL COSTS! if we go swimming i don't swim and lie and say I'm feeling sick or something.

So i had a really terrible day at school i just ran home and laid on my bed i played my 5sos playlist and cried. I felt like shit, I went to the bathroom and, well, you know. I eventually fell asleep.

     I woke up at noon! So I guess my parents heard me crying because I woke up to this text

Mommy: Hey baby girl, i heard you crying last night and figured you wherent feeling good so i let you sleep... love u.

I responded with

Me: Hey mom thanks yeah im feeling sick, well love you.

I laid in my bed reminiscing what has been happening these few weeks.

It was almost time for school to get out and i knew my siblings would be home soon so i put my hoodie back on and cleaned up and stuff.