Auroras secret.... A Shaytards fanfic

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i could tell that Mom and Dad didnt know what to do or say so they just told Gavin to go eat breakfast i went upstairs to find Aurora, Auroras pov: Hey babe whats up i said to Ryan. Oh uh nothing just wondering what you wanted for breakfast Ryan said. oh ok ill take cheerios i replied. Ook! Ryan said and he ran back downstairs and i walked downstairs behind him with Avia and Emmi. We walked into the kitchen and Dad said, Me and Mom need to talk to you and Ryan after school. Um ok, i said. Me and Ryan sat down to eat breakfast *buzz buzz* Ryan texted me

Ryan:Um i know what your mom and dad want to talk about after school.

Me: what? You know what just tell me at  school.

Ryan: OK. i will.

Wel me and ryan are going to head to the car and wait, i said. OK we will be right out my mom replied. Me and Ryan got into the very back seats and i said, we have some time do you want to tell me now or when we get to school? i asked Ryan. I guess ill tell you know. Ok so iwent to go wake up Gavin and when he woke he asked me if i loved you andi said yes and then he asked me if i can make you stop hurting yourself and i said that ive treid, and right here is where i screwed up, i said Gavin when we were at the restaraunt last night  you told me that you would try to stop cutting but only if i stopped, He loooked at me confused, i knew i screwed up and couldnt fix it so i just showed him my wrists and then he told your mom and dad. Oh i replied, well i dont think Mom and Dad will be mad. i hope not Ryan replied. And then everyone started getting into the car adn we headed to school. As we where getting out mom and dad said remember you two have to come straight home today so we can talk.

Me and Ryan walked into the building and when people saw me they started lughing and i knew that they saw the vide of Allison pulling my jacket off. Ryan just held me close to him as we walked down the hall. And then Allison walked up to us and said, i saw yesterdays vlog and thought i would say happy anniversary and i hope you didnt get pregnant Aurora and then everybody started laughing and me and Ryan walked to class i let a tear slip out and Ryan immediately wiped it away. And we sat down. It was finally time for lunch and me and Ryan sat down at a table and ate and i started crying, Why do people always try to hurt me, they are pushing mr Ryan, and im tired of it. Its ok baby, and he pulled me into his arms. Finally school was over, we went got into the suburban. We got home and mom and Dad called us to their bedroom....

Dad said Ryan, Gavin told me what happened this morning, i know Ryan replied. Mom spoke she said me and Dad think you and Ryan need to see a counselor or a therapist, me and Ryan looked at eachother. Then i spoke (aurora) We dont need to see anyone else we have eachother. Well, dad said, We thought that Ryan would help you but then we found out that he does the same thing. And then dad said, if you two dont get help we will be forced to send you two back to the mental hospital. me and Ryan knew we were NOT doing that again. so we agreed to see a counselor on one condition we had to do it togther they said that they will see what they can do...  We started to leave but then mom stopped us, she told us that  Ryan was getting his own bedroom we were happy so he didnt have to sleep on the couch every night.  Me and ryan went to set up his room in the guest bedroom which is now his room. We hung up all the pictures of us and we put all of his clothes in the closet and dressers....