This is Love {Lesbian}

Chapter 17

*Jasmyn P.O.V*

It's been a week since Chrishai and I had sex, and nothing really changed. I mean its not like we didn't talk about it cause we did. It just like I don't know. I wanted to presue a relationship but I think it's one of those type of situations were I'm the girl and Chrishai the nigga. She got what she wanted now she done with me.

I cried at first even when I saw her and her ex flirting on twitter the day after I ate her pussy. I was so fucking mad. But most of all, hurt. I didn't say nothing though cause I slipped and she wasn't my girl to begin with. But that didn't stop me from making any tweets of my own, of course.

Morgan just has been floating around in my head. I'm just so caught up in Chrishai now, I don't even want Morgan as much as I did before, but I know she would never hurt me like this. I got to let her know wassup, I always keep it one hundred with her.

I plopped down on the couch as my phone vibrated, it was probably Chrishai since we were inboxing. I just can't leave her alone. I mean of course when she started doing that shit on twitter, I left her ass alone real quick, like I really hope she got the memo.

We were going to see the fireworks with the kids. This was always a traditional with my family, it really warmed my heart that I get to past it down to the kids. But also, I mean how many other families in America don't celebrate 4th of July. Exactly so I got out my feelings real quick cause I ain't know forreal forreal.

I read the inbox Chrishai sent me and smiled. After we slept together, we began talking non-stop. When we were around each other, I just had the urge to touch her but I resisted. As much as I could though. I know sleeping with her really sealed the deal of me falling in love but oh well. I can't do nothing now, I just want her all to myself now.

I sighed and answered her back. I decided to hop in the shower so I could make my way over there.

I only had Jalen since the other kids wanted to stay glued to Chrishai's hip. I didn't mind, shit. But at first, I was like hell nah cause her leg but she begged me to let them stay. I gave in cause she did this face and her eyes was so cute and her lips so soft looking. Yeah I got soft.

15 mintues, I was out the shower and decided to look a Lil less girly today. So I decided on some white Ralph Lauren boxers, light blue Levi's, and a Yellow Polo shirt. I paired it perfectly with some yellow and blue KD's, a gold chain, and watch. I had to admit I was looking pretty fresh.

I got Jalen bathed and dressed in the same outfit but his shirt was blue and his KD's had more blue then yellow like mines had more yellow then blue. We was both fresh and matching. I put his gold bracelet and chain on. I got all the kids one. When the boys get older I will get them watches. But each chain was the same but it was suppose to represent our family.

I giggled as Jalen tried to eat it, I pulled it out his mouth and kiss him all over, ooh he was so cute. He was gone get all the bitches when he grew up.

I closed the door to my BMW after I finished strapping Jalen in and made my way to Chrishai place.

*Chrishai P.O.V*

I put on some light short shorts, a blue tank and blue vans. It was simple but we where going to the park so it was that simple.

I got the kids dressed and we decided to match but Ja'Davia had on white, and Jyneshia had on yellow. The twins were matching with polos but they had on green and pink.

I heard the door ring, and smiled to myself, just in time. Even though Jasmyn had a key sometimes she insisted on ringing the door bell instead of just using her key.

Sometimes she'll use it then it's like she realized she used it then go back to ringing the bell. I gathered the kids up, checked the house, made sure everything was off and met Jas in the hall with Jalen. They were looking fresh as hell, and they were matching with us. That was so cute, everybody was matching, but I'm sure we look like a damn circus right now.

We got into my Range Rover, since Jasmyn drove her BMW. I drove to the park in the museum in Center City because that's were the city held the fireworks for the whole city to come out to see.

Within an hour and a half, we finally made it and actually got a good parking space. Considering everybody got the idea to come around 8. It only took us so long because of the traffic, luckily the TVs in the back kept the kids entertained. Me and Jasmyn just talked in the front. I really enjoyed our night together last week, like nobody every satisfied me so fucking... good. I wanted to do it again but you can't always go back for 2nds.

She was sweet though, her goodmorning texts always were freshing. She spent all her free time with me. She was loyal forreal because she could have been left me before. She cute, and she fuck good. All the things I been looking for in my life. Only one fucking problem. She was a girl.

Going to this event people probably thought we was friends or sisters or whatever. Never would they guess if we was girlfriend and girlfriend or we fucked once upon a time. That made me so relieved because if others had known, I would have been ashamed.

I sighed and shook my head, I want to try the relationship shit but I don't want all the benefits including showing me off. I wanted it to be a secret. Tonight I will talk to Jas and see how she feels.

*3 Hours Later*

I was tired as hell, and I'm so glad they were showing there final act of fireworks. Jasmyn and I agreed to leave now so we wouldn't be stuck in that much traffic again.

I been out of work for a month and just been shooting orders from my bed. My Dad sent in my Brother to take over for the time being so I know it wasn't going out of control.

Usually I would be at the trap right now, making sure my workers are doing there jobs, collecting money, checking in with lieutenants, and maybe attending "buisness" meeting. But instead I was out with the kids and Jasmyn. It was nice, like I wouldn't mind giving up the trap for this if I could of course.

We made it home in 45 mintues. Considering the little bit of traffic but I wasn't complaining it gave more time for the kids to fall asleep. I just need to talk to Jasmyn real quick cause I don't know. I just feel it.

I carried Jyneshia and Jalen while Ja'Davida walked sleepily to the girls room. Jasmyn carried the twins into the boys room. We undressed them, tucked them in and they all went straight back to sleep.

Jasmyn started to walk towards the kitchen, I guess to leave or say goodbye before leaving but I gently pulled her hand back to my room. She followed after a mintue.

I sat her down on the bed and stood in front of her. I leaned down and kiss her lips softly one time.

I looked in her eyes and said "I want to give this a try.."
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UPDATE ! What do you think Jasmyn going say? "Yes, No, Maybe.. maybe she chose Orin.. I think soo.. *spoil alert*