This is Love {Lesbian}

Chapter 11

*Chrishai P.O.V*

Since our convo in the food court, Jasmyn and I really haven't talked about nothing but the kids. Did I care? A Lil but I didn't know what to do. I had a lot of stuff on my plate, and I just didn't have the time to stress bout it.

But thinking about that convo so many weeks ago, I can't help but think about her telling me she was gay. It was so strange, like it was just out the blue. The only conclusion I could draw was that she liked me. She had money and was sexy as hell, I wouldn't mind having her as my suga momma... I started creaking up and locked my car doors. If she liked me, I didn't know how to feel I never really been put in that position. I mean when I was younger I experimented but nothing happen but a kiss, then I was just done. This was different though, cause maybe all this time she liked me. She was still there though even when I talked to her bout Dewayne, she was honest and told me shit I didn't like bout him and that made me not like her sometimes but I realize now that's just how she is. I started my car back up and drove home, I didn't feel like going into the trap today. My phone started to go off as I striped out my clothes, it was Darius, this new jawn I started talking to since Dewayne still couldn't get it together.

I looked at my lock screen and realized he texted me 3 times. Which was odd because he was a real simple texter. I read his message and realized he just spelled wyd wrong and sent 2 different text trying to correct it. Any other time I would laugh but I just rolled my eyes and told him I just got home. I put a big t-shirt on and was bout to crawl in my comfy bed when my door bell ring. I screamed and went to the door, like those many months ago around the 1st time I met Jasmyn and she showed up at my place. Here she was again, I looked at the time and wondered why she wasn't at work. I opened the door and let out a small smile.

"Wassup?"

She rubbed the back of her neck and started to fidget with her clothes, "Can I come in?" She asked after a few seconds.

She had on a red button down shirt, and a white pencil skirt, with black heels. She had glasses on, and she looked fine as fuck.

I nodded and stood back and pulled the door open wider.

We sat on the couch as I folded my legs under myself, I decided to let her start the convo since she came here.

"Chrishai... If I made you feel like I judged you at the food court... that wasn't the case at all... from the first day I saw you, I thought you were really attractive... like it so indescribable.." she looked away uncomfortably,  I smirked and leaned back

"Thank You Jasmyn" I said, with an ego boost. Lord knows how long it's been since I got a compliment from Dewayne.

"Yeah... I mean I do mind you being a drug dealer but it also really sexy... but I like you... ya know... alot... and you know what people in that field, don't really have a long life-span.. I was just scared and I shouldn't have ran...” she stopped and looked at me

Hearing her admit that she actually did like me was a shock, I looked at her and let out a breath.

"Jasmyn I'm really flattered that you feel that way about me but...” her face fell and I felt bad "but I'm not gay.. I'm sorry" she smiled sadly and ran her hand across her face

"I see, I know. See you later" she hugged me and saw her way out before I could say anything.

Feels like, I lost my best friend all over again.

I tried not dwell or feel any emotion, but before I could even think another thought there was another knock at my door, I ran thinking it was Jasmyn when I was sadly mistaken when I saw it was Brian. I balled my fist.

"The fuck, are you doing here? How do you know where I live?"

Brian was a supplier, since he was some spoiled white boy doctor, he had the whole hospital on lock. That's why when Jasmyn tells me she went on a date with this white boy who's a doctor named Brian, I was lowkey pissed. I wasn't jealous or anything but like if they really got serious down the line, he would have to be around the kids and I wasn't feeling that. Those kids are like my own now. Plus now him being on my doorstep, and nobody in the trap world but a few close to me knew where I lived, so him being here was really a problem.

"Jasmyn's Mine" He said before I saw him reached behind his back, I don't care what the fuck he getting, I slammed my door ran to my kitchen and got my gun from under the counter. I heard his footsteps in my living room, he paused and he went quite when I heard his gun cocked. I moved away from the empty wall in my kitchen but it was too late, he shot through the wall and the bullet flew through my stomach. I collapsed and yelled out in pain, I turned over so my back wouldn't be towards him when I saw him walk into the kitchen slowly with the gun aimed lowly aimed at me from his body.

I shot him an angry glare and used all my strength as I pointed my gun at his head and shot him in the head. He pulled the trigger on his gun but he lost aim so it shot through my leg. I cried and sweat started to pour out from my head. I can't make it to the phone anymore. I yelled one time and all my energy was gone, my breathing started to speed up and I tried to calm down. But I was losing too much and I didn't have the strength to keep pressure on them myself, I felt my body start to become weak and my eyes closed.

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