This is Love {Lesbian}

Chapter 13

(TITI ABOVE)
*Chrishai P.O.V*

Her lips were soft, and so big. I bit her lip and we both moaned. I kissed her back, I don't know why I did it and it's not like I was feeling her... I just wanted to kiss her.

I pulled her closer and let my hands roam her body, I knew I was turning her on because she pulled away to catch her breath.

She was a sloppy kisser but when she leaned her lips against mines again, it was gentle, and I wanted more. I gripped her head, I guess she figured out I wanted more so she pulled away and put some distance between us. I frowned and she begin to speak, "Chrishai like I said before... I really like you but...” she couldn't sleep with me, I rolled my eyes. "Why?"

"I just... I don't know... I want more than just sex" I resisted the urge to roll my eyes again... "But you want me" I stupidly pointed out

"As a girlfriend" I kept quiet and didn't say nothing, I wasn't ready for all that. I just liked kicking it with her and stuff sometimes.

"Alright... thanks so much for being there Last night... I could have died if I kept laying there" I said from the bottom of my heart. I smiled and grabbed her hand, she smiled warmly at me but it didn't react her eyes.

We stayed up for the rest of night just talking, well I talked and she listened. It was nice, real nice. I told her about my business and my life, it felt like a ton of bricks off my shoulders. She didn't judge, laugh at me, or make feel belittled. I appreciated that alot.

When I told her this wasn't my 1st time being shot, she started tripping, talking about I need to quit and shit. It's not that easy though, I mean, this was pasted down in my family. I was the 1st women to ever be in charge, my father was so proud of me.

I invited her to lay with me, which she accepted, she laid on me but I was still kind of annoyed at the fact that she wouldn't sleep with me. I kindly asked to ease up because of my wounds. She apologize and moved back to the chair, I didn't want her to move away completely. She starred off to space while I started to feel drowsy. Jasmyn chuckled once she saw how hard I was fighting sleep, I smiled then I was rocked.

The next morning, I heard noises and I squinted my eyes open and felt the little bit of sun shining through the windows, pierce my eyes. I turned around to see Jasmyn talking to Dewayne, my heart sped. I haven't seen him in a while, he still look so sexy.

He smirked once he saw I was awake and walked right past Jasmyn as she sighed and threw her hands down. He came to my left, as Jasmyn moved her chair to my right and started texting on her phone. I redirected my attention to Dewayne, and I smiled, I have missed him so much.

He smirked as if he read my mind, he kissed my lips, "You ok?" He asked

"Yeah I'm good" I replied dreamily, it's like he had me under a spell. I could ignore him, cuss him out from a distance but being so close after so long was like... wow.

"Good the doctor explained what happen... I'm sorry about the baby... but while you attend PT and rebuild your strength, I will handle things at the T-" He cut himself off as he looked at Jasmyn, "She cool" I answered coolly, he raised a brow and continued. "The trap."

I shook my head, "Nah I'm sure Titi got it" His eyebrows furrowed, when I remembered he said baby, my mouth dropped and I covered my mouth. "I was pregnant?" Tears welled in my eyes and I looked away, never would I let anyone see me cry.

Dewayne sighed, I don't know if he was annoyed or as heartbroken as me. I mean I know I had enough kids to deal with and really ain't want no more. But I mean I had a baby growing inside me. I straightened myself out while Dewayne stayed silent, Jasmyn held my hand. I was glad she didn't get up to hug me, that would be awkward in front of Dewayne and I know I would breakdown more.

"Titi got it" I said after a while, He didn't say another word and just left. I simply shook my head.

"I'm sorry" I heard Jasmyn said, she got up kissed me on my cheek, and held me tight. It was so comforting, safe, inviting, and it felt fucking amazing. I pulled away and smiled, she lightly smiled at me and kissed my tears away. It didn't feel wrong or nasty, or weird, it was like she was a friend comforting me.

She looked like she was going to kiss me but she changed her mind, cleared her throat and looked away.

"I'm going to go pick the kids up from my mom's... if that's ook? I don't want you to feel overwhelmed anything, they really just won't stop asking about you." I smiled as she started panicking and being nervous at the end.

"Nah I'm good, bring em through" I said smirking

She blushed and shyly smiled, "Alright I will be back in no more than an hour" She got her stuff and started walking out the door and I realize how much more her ass look so much more appealing to me. I mean I noticed she had a fat ass before but now I wanted to squeeze it.

I shook my head, and looked for my phone, it was still painful to move so I buzzed the nurse and asked her for my phone. She smiled and went back into the hall to retrieve it. She said I had alot of guest and wasn't sure to leave it on my nightstand or not. I thanked her and made a mental note to tip her before I left.

I dialed Titi number, she answered on the 1st ring.

"Hey girl" I greeted happily

"Christy where you been yo! You keep disappearing on me"

I sucked my teeth, "I'm sorry love and plus I been gone only for a day or 2... But I'm sorry... I got shot...” I closed my eyes, knowing the lecture coming.

She gasped so loudly, I thought the speaker on her phone would break, "Who Shot you?! What the fuck Chrishai? I told you this was too dangerous! We-"

I softly cut her off, "No Titi, I'm fine I will be good. Just hold it down for a while till I get back on my feet please, if you need help, I can send some in"

"Yeah I need some, better not send De-"

"I won't babe" I said smirking

"Alright, are you ok?!?!"

"Yes I'm good"

"Nah, what hospital you at?"

"Temple"

"I'm on my way"

"Thanks best friend"

I need the calm down and relaxed, while I waited for my kids and best friend.

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