Terror Love

17

Hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala sa pinatunguhan ng pag-uusap namin ng papa ni Gerard, but I hope I woke up some of his senses.

"I'm not ruining you guys. Sinasabi ko lang ang nakikita ko"

"Well that's not what we see. Ang nakikita namin is the fact na sinukuan mo sarili mong anak. You ignored the fact that he only wants your attention all his life to the extent of him being shitty. Don't you see? Gerard's longing for your love yet here you are doing sht"

"Tama ako di ba?" Pagpapatuloy ko "all you ever did was work, tapos isusumbat niyo sa kanya na wala siyang kwenta. That he wasted your money. Pero hindi niyo nakikita yung anak niyo na naghahanap ng pagmamahal ng sarili niyang ama. You... you never see that because you're blinded by your own busy schedule. You're the one who's hopeless SIR"

"I wouldn't ask of you to give him a chance to be your son, pero kung ipagpapatuloy niyo tong ginagawa niyo, sinasabi ko sa inyo, kayo ang mawawalan at hindi si Gerard."

Pagkatapos kong magsalita pumasok na lang ako ng bahay nun and did not even wait for his response. Di ko na kasi siya maintindihan. He doesn't seem to see a child longing for a father's love. He only seem to see a person who's "wasting" his life. Hindi niya nakikita yung nakikita kong pagpupursige na meron si Gerard. How precious he is as a person, and I pity him for that.

Gerard's PoV

"I'm home!" Sigaw ko pagpasok ng unit

"Papaaaaa!!"

"Hey bud how are you? Where's mama?"

"Mama's inside your room papa!!"

"I see... how's my baby? Hmm?"

"Happy!! Coz papa's home already!"

"Haha" tawa ko sabay gulo ng buhok ni Ian "papa will change clothes first okay? We'll play later"

"Okaaayy!! Yeheey!!"

"Be behave okay?"

"Yes papa!!"

Nagpunta na nga ako sa kwarto namin only to see her folding our clothes on the bed

"Hey..."

"Ge! Hi!" Masiglang bati nito

"So what's your tweet about?" Sambit ko bago siya hinalikan sa noo at ibinaba ang gamit ko sa may table ng kwarto

"Well... your father came here and told me to leave you"

"What?"

"Of course I didn't even listen to his sht"

"Ano na naman pinagsasabi ng magaling kong tatay?"

"Same old things. Saying you're never gonna change"

Hays. I guess I can never please him huh? Umupo na lang ako sa kama after I heard his visit

"Hey..." sambit ni Tasha holding my hand "I see a different you Gerard. Someday your father's gonna see that too. Nararamdaman ko yun"

"Will he?"

"He's still your father after all"

"But I never felt him"

"Gawin mo na lang muna yung mga bagay na makakapagpabuti sayo okay? Una na tong paggraduate. How's your exams?"

"I guess that's fine?"

"Papasa na ba? Haha"

"Oo naman! Promise!"

"Weh?"

"Oo nga!"

"We'll see in the final grading hahaha"

"May reward ba pag pasado?"

"Syempre hahaha"

"Dang it now I'm nervous"

"Hahahaha"