All Too Well (Keji A. + Tobio K. )

Chapter nine

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Akaashi felt butterflies holding Kageyama's hand. He stared at his eyes in pure love. The boy who's been putting up with all his bullshit and staying with him. The amount of loyalty Kageyama had for him was unmatched with his. His hand was soft and warm, slightly holding his hand tightly, he was nervous.

"I'm not sure how you're going to feel when you meet your kid, it's really going to put a big dent in your career." Kageyama muttered.

Akaashi nodded in acknowledgment but right now he didn't want to focus his attention on how it will affect him. He needed to think of Kageyama. It was his irresponsibility choice he made yet Kageyama was leading him on.

"I'm sorry." Akaashi mumbled, lowering his head in shame.

Kageyama looked back him with confusion. "Huh?"

"Im sorry you have to do this with me. We just met and everything that's my responsibility is being put into you." Akaashi admitted.

Kageyama grinned. "If we're going through it together then that's my cue to keep continuing."

Akaashi really hit the jackpot. He felt a feeling that he couldn't run from now. He loved Kageyama. But Kageyama still saw Akaashi as the person who dated him for his own protection.

Suddenly, the doors to the elevator opened and the two let go of each others hands out of embarrassment. Kageyama was the first to step out of the elevator, monitoring Akaashi to follow him. Akaashi reluctantly followed.

"You should consider putting the child up for adoption. For your sake and your stupid ego." Kageyama remarked. "You're still young."

Akaashi gulped. A few more steps and they were at the room. Kageyama patted Akaashi's back. "Come on, breath in and breath out. You got this."

Walking inside, the air was tense but the room was cold. Akaashi shivered but he directed his eyes to Kageyama, who was opening the curtains to reveal Osamu sitting down playing games on his phone while the baby was sleeping on a small crib.

"Oh hey guys." Osamu greeted, turning his phone off and walking over to the two. He gave Kageyama a quick hug before patting Akaashi's back.

"Komori isn't going to be very happy about this." Akaashi muttered nervously, walking closer to the baby, fast asleep.

Osamu sighed. "I dunno really. I called him and told him the whole situation. He's really mad but he'll understand. It's not easy looking out for someone like you."

Akaashi looked at the infant. He looked like her. He looked away.

"I have no regrets for the decision that I'm going to make for this child." Akaashi started. "I refuse to hold him."

Kageyama and Osamu looked at each other.

"I know I'm running away from my mistakes again but if I keep the child, I'll be ruining everyone else's lives." Akaashi was serious.

Osamu warningly looked at Akaashi with a burning stare. "If you do this. There no turning back."

"I am confident with my choice." Akaashi announced. He looked at Kageyama with a look of reassurance. Kageyama smiled at him.