Jealousy, Jealousy | COMPLETED

4th Jealousy

"Where is he, Zack?" Tanong ni Xsantal habang pinapanood ko siya na suklayin ang kanyang buhok.

Akala ko ay magiging ignorante na naman siya at hindi niya mararamdaman ang presensiya ko pero nagkamali ako.

She is lucky that I am treating her right because I will use her as an asset against her friends. Not actually friends though. They are also using her to kill and nothing more.

"Who?"

I just realized something while staring at her. We are so alike in almost everything. We are both blonde and blue-eyed. We also liked messing with someone's own life. It is fun to watch them weep like a kid.

"I'm talking about Lexus," she said.

"Oh, Master Lexus?" nagmaang-maangan ako. "I guess he's in some vacation. Why? Do you have some unfinished business with him? Do you miss him?"

"No! I don't even know his face!" She hissed and I just smirked.

"So why are you asking me about his whereabouts?"

"I'll ask him to free me," she said confidently and tied her hair.

"How can you say that so confidently? Don't you know how ruthless he is? How can you convince him?"

"We're both ruthless so there's nothing to be scared of," kaswal na sabi niya. "I know why he's trying to keep me here. He will just use me against the Blomst Blades and Dark Light, but does he still think that I am still important to them after all that I did to them? He should have just abducted Phoebe or Naenah himself."

That just made me think, but If I abducted Phoebe, Mr. Wu's grandson will kill me because I heard that he is in love with that girl and if it is Naenah, I'm sure that she will just kill me too unlike this blind girl in front of me now.

"Don't go too far, Atasha!" Naenah shouted to her daughter while she is trying to walk carefully because of her womb.

Andres followed Naenah to guide her. Phoebe and Deathrode came to approach them. The noise grew louder when the other members of Blomst Blades and Dark Light. They are smiling and laughing with each other. They are acting like nothing happened in the past.

Is this a reunion? Why do they need to reunite in front of me? Are they trying to mock me?

Acting all happy when they should be suffering from all the bad deeds that they had committed.

"Hi, mister blue eyes," Naenah's daughter suddenly appeared in front of me while holding a flower. "Do you want a flower?"

She looked like a mini version of Naenah. I pity his husband.

"No, I hate flowers."

Flowers reminds me of those traitors because it's their trademark.

"But flowers are beautiful, Mister blue eyes. My mom loves them so much," she said, "Wow, we have the same color of hair, but your eyes are blue!"

My father has blue eyes while uncle Haakob has green eyes so we definitely inherited it from our fathers.

"Where are you, Atasha!?" I heard Naenah's footsteps is going closer.

"Go back to your mama. She's finding you."

"Okay. Goodbye, Mister blue eyes," she said in innocence, "I love your eyes!"

She ran away and I smiled a bit when I heard what she said. Naenah hugged her and go back to Andres.

"Are you in a bad mood, Master Lexus?" My butler asked while staring at lifeless woman on the floor.

"I am so better clean that mess now!"

I went home drunk, but I still managed to stay in the mini bar of my house. I just cried because of all the pressure and frustration that I have. I am so wasted.

"Why are you still awake, Xsantal?" I asked when I saw her in the sala.

She used my voice as guide on going closer to where I am. I was shocked when she touched my face and hair.

"Mahaba pala buhok mo, Zack," she commented. "And you cried."

"How did you know?"

"Your face is wet from tears when I touched it," she answered, "So what's your problem? I didn't know that a man could cry especially when you're one of Lexus' men."

"Well, I just thought that I'm living in an unfair and cruel world. Everything is so unfair for me, Xsantal. Nanatili lang ako na malungkot habang sila ay patuloy na sumasaya. Why does everything have to be so hard for me when I'm trying my best to do things right, but it's all still the same? Bakit parang ako pa ang nagdudusa kaysa sa mga taong nagkait sa akin ng pagkakataon para sumaya? How do we survive in this cruel world?"

Niyakap niya ako.