The Rap God

chapter 3

*Nora's P.O.V*
"OMG OMG OMG " I said while pacing back and forth in the room "I can't believe it! HOW THE HELL could they say this? " Nick just sat there staring at me great what a best friend
"Why dont you say anything! " I said
"Because. .." he started "simply YOU DIDN'T GIVE ME ANY DAMN CHANCE! What the hell Nora? It's been two hours I've been sat here trying to talk but you wouldn't stop talking and screaming and walking up and down till you got me dizzy! " he said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world
"Well you've to understand that it's a problem! This isn't true why would they say this? " I said finally getting tired and finally I sat on the couch
"Cause honey paparazzi are paparazzi! They do anything to catch attention! They would say anything literally ANYTHING even if it's not true cause this's their work the make rumours and rumours fly just as simple! " he said while batting on my back
"But why me ?" I said starting to cry "isn't it enough what already happened to me? I broke up with my boyfriend in front of the cameras! That's a story and I knew they'd talk about it but why rumours? " I said sobbing
"Please honey stop crying! It's rumour, you know it's NOT real and this is enough" he said batting my back
"Yeah I guess you're right" I said hugging him
"thanks"
"For nothing Nora" we sat there for seconds in silence till he said
"So what were you doing with Eminem anyway? You still didn't tell me what happened" he said smirking
"Nothing jerk "
"So? "
"Ugh fine Nick I hate it when you do this " I looked at him to see a stubid grin on his face
"I hate you" I said
"Oh please, you love me so shut up and talk"

*Eminem's P.O.V*
I woke up to my phone ringing, ugh can't I at least get a fucking enough sleep
"What?" I snapped
"Whooo I'm happy to hear your voice too man" I can hear the sarcasm in Dre's voice!
"You woke me up man what the hell do you want now?" I snapped
"Ok for first it's not that early second what did you do last night ? "
"Ummm what I won a Grammy DUH" I'm going to hang up if he wouldn't get to his point
"No after that "
"I went home and slept" I don't really know what in the damn hell does he want!
"EM, who's that girl?"
"What girl dude " I started to get up annoyed of fucking course cause he woke me up and not knowing really what the hell is he talking about
"Don't play innocent cause-" I cut him off cause this is really starting to annoy me
"Dre look i've just woke up and I don't know what girl are you talking ab-" I stopped and realized he's talking about Nora
"Oh you mean Nora? " I asked
"Yeah"
"She's just a nice girl I met her yesterday and talked to her and found out she's a stan and I drove her home that's all I swear "
"Oh well cause your photos are everywhere so I was just wondering"
"Nah never mind just a new rumour like always"
"Ok go back to sleep"
"Well no cause thanks to you I'm very awake now, I think i'll go for a walk maybe! "
"Fine" I hang up and went to the toilet to take a shower before going out
*Nora's P.O.V*
so after telling Nick who acted like a sassy annoying fangirl we decided to go to the park and walk so we're out now
"Woow I still can't believe you met Eminem rapped in front of him and talked to him"
"Yeah me too, I still think that I was about to act like a fangirl and scream and shit and make him think i'm a weirdo but I got a grip "
"Sooo ....."
"So what ?"
"When are going to see him again ?"
"I won't" I said simply but Nick stood there looking at me like i'm insane or something
"What?" I asked confused
"Are you fucking kidding me? You met EM and got his number and u simply say you won't see him again"
"Ummm yeah cause I don't need any rumours" he still had this look that said you're completely fucking insane but I ignored him
"Nora are you afra-" I cut him off before he can even finish the word
"NO I'M NOT " i shot him a glare and he didn't say anything he knows how much I hate being called afraid cause I don't fear anything we walked in silence and I'm regretting shouting at him I was about to say sorry till I heared someone calling me I turned around and I'm shocked to see EM are you kidding me!?

*Eminem's P.O.V*
I was walking with my hood 'till I saw Nora I knew her immediately don't ask me why! I hesitated whether to call her name or no but I called her name anyway and she turned around surprised and let me say shocked
"Eminem? "
"Hey " I smiled but she didn't
"OMG hey i'm Nick nice to meet you Ser i'm a big fan and-" this guy started to talk very fast and I was going to laugh.....or hit him..... well hitting him seems good thing here to shut him up but thanks God Nora stopped him
"Nick!" She exclaimed "Sorry this' s Nick my best friend"
"Hey" I said while shaking his hand and he shaking mine and I swear he was going to squeal like a fangirl!
"So I was walking and i saw you so I thought that maybe we can walk together? If u don't mind of course " what the hell i'm so nervous "ummm I don't really know EM! "
"What! Why? " i said in unison with her friend Nick
"I think u watched the news didn't you? "
"Oh so you're afraid of some rumours? " I said smirking
"Oh no, please tell me you didn't say that " her weird friend said I didn't understand at first then moments later I understood
"I'M NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING" she screamed and shot me a death glare that'd make me proud if we were in any other situation
she was going to catch attention we really don't need this
"Whooo calm down what did I say wrong? "
"I'm not damn afraid" she said through her teeth "and I don't want to talk to you i'm leaving" she said and turned and started walking away
"What in the hell did I do wrong? " I thought I was alone talking to myself 'till i heared her friend saying
"Excuse her she doesn't like to be called afraid or to be afraid"
"Why? "
"Long story short she just doesn't, look sorry I gotta go or she'll kill me I don't wanna her mad at me really mad Nora isn't my favorite person very far " I was going to walk away but then i thought about a better thing
"I'll walk now but just know that everybody fears something and looks like you fear admitting it" and I walked knowing she'll keep thinking about this why ? Cause who wouldn't! This's my bestest idea
-Well I know that bestest isn't even a word but i'm too excited to search for the right word so I just made my own -
Yeah I just hope i'd know why I said this to her and why I didn't want her to walk without seeing her again!
*Nora's P.O.V*
Ok now I'm afraid and have alot of stubid thoughts!
I'm afraid and I don't even know why oh how pathetic!
I really hate feeling afraid! It's so FUCKING bad feeling
I know all people must have fears they should be scared of something and i don't
Or at least that's what I tell ma self
That's what I try to convince ma self with that I don't fear anything!
I hate it! I hate being so coward that I can't even admit it to my own fucking self that I have at least one fear
But I hate it! I hate feeling like I'm scared coz that means I'm weak and I hate feeling weak! But not admitting it to ma fucking self is weakness! It means I'm afraid to know that I'm afraid and that's fucked up really! I have fears! I admit it to myself
I've became to realize that the point is NOT not having any fears it's that everyone have fears the important thing is that I can't let my fears destroy my life and control it I have to control it cause i'll always have fears coz I'm a human but I can't let'em ruin ma life so I'm afraid
I fear that I won't admit it to my self I fear that I can't be true with maself
It's not necessary that ma fears be from humans and paranormal things
It can be from maself and ma mind
And I fear maself and my mind!
"But don't ..... don't ever let them control and ruin your life girl it's okay to be afraid honey everyone is Just remember it "
"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S CONTROLLING YOUR LIFE NOT YOUR FEARS GIRL"  i remembered his words and no no Dylan's or Nick's or even Eminem's but HIS words ......
I've been sitting on bed for 9 hours now thinking about Marshall's words .....I realized all this because of what EM said I really have to call him and apologize and here's another problem
I DON'T APOLOGISE
Maybe when i was crying i told him but that doesn't count i was so tired i didn't know what to say or do