The Rap God

chapter 13

* Nora's P.O.V *

When we grabbed some food and arrived at my house I told EM it was late he can stay besides Nick won't be back tonight I know
" c'mon we can eat in the backyard the stars are amazing tonight " I said walking to the backyard and EM following
" you like the stars so much don't you?  " he asked
" of course I do they're so ..... SOULFUL things like I know you'll find this childish but sometimes I feel like they're talking to me ..... I love the sea too and the moon when I was kid I used to talk to them alot and don't laugh but I still do this sometimes " I said and looked at him expecting him to laugh but he just smiled
" you know sometimes I feel like you're a pure child like an angel  that shines up there you know? " he said and I chuckled darkly and looked at the sky " believe me if I were the angel that shines up there then the sky won't be but a dark and cloudy place not full of light like you think Marshall " I said sighing snd sitting on the ground he sat next to me and looked at me confused I don't know why am I talking this way I never felt like I want to tell anyone about me I don't but this is weird ugh the things I do for friendship
" can I know what happened? I mean I'm sure something happened to change you and make you so sad I can see it! Not always but when you start to talk about you I see you're sad why? " he said and I looked at him and then at the sky again
" silence " I said
" excuse me? "
" silence ..... do you ever feel like it's just so quite? Quite that the silence screams?  Quite that you don't know if there's really no sound there or you just can't hear anything? It's so quite there's no sound you can't even hear your breath!  Like the silence is actually screaming that you can't hear anything?  "
" what does that have to do with what happened to you ? "
" cause ........ it all started with the silence ....... and ended with it too " I chuckled but not cause there's anything funny here it's more like sad,  dark and regretful chuckle
" I don't want to talk about this now can we just eat and go to sleep cause i'm tired? " I said looking at him and I noticed he's a little disappointed
" yeah sure "
" I'll be generous enough to let you sleep on the couch " I said trying to lighten the mood he just rolled his eyes and laugh
" you always impress me with your generosity "
" I know " I said he rolled his eyes again " fine you can sleep in the guestroom "
" Wooow thanks " he said sarcastically and then we just ate and i'm glad he didn't ask any other thing
" I almost forgot why I came here for in the first place "
" what? " I asked
" I came here for work "
" Eminem I'll be grateful if you explained what are you saying or in fact are you talking to me or just thinking out loud?  "
" I'm talking to you listen you remember that I talked about you in the song right? "
"Yeah? "
" so I'm filming a video for the song and they asked me if I could ask you if you'd like to be in it? " he said and I'm speechless!
Wait so he's asking me to be in the video with him?
Okay so my idol is asking me to make a video with him?
I'll be in the same video with Eminem !
" oh my God are you serious?  You're not joking right cause if you're I'm gonna kill you you're not kidding right?  Oh my God I can't believe this!  Of course I'm in dude you're my idol do you get it?  I always wanted this dude this is great oh my God " now I'm on my feet pacing and I can't believe this and he's just sitting there on the ground laughing
" so I take this as yes?  "
" yes, yes, yes,  oh God this is great " finally something good HELL YEAH 
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Silence ........ we're just standing there it's so quite that I don't know if it's really quite or the silence is screaming so I can't hear anything nit even the sound of my breath or the sound of his breath ...... I feel my heart beats so fast I feel it but I can't hear it! I hear nothing and I like it it's just us there ...... I'm looking into his deep big blue eyes and it's as pure and big as the ocean that i can get lost in them ..... he's looking into mine and like the world doesn't exist ...... soooo quite ..... just silence ...... just US
" Nora? " he said  breaking that silence I wish he didn't and I'm glad he did
" yeah? "
" promise me..... "
"I promise "
" you don't even know what I were going to say "
" I don't care "
" no really just please promise me if something happened to me  you'll move on and continue your life and be strong cause you're "
" why are you saying this? " I said annoyed
" you know it's not safe "
"Fine ...... but you've to promise me too "
" I'll do whatever you say "
" don't let anything happen to you "
"But ..... "
" There's no buts chris say it "
" fine I promise " we smiled and the silence is back again screaming I don't know how long we stood there till ....
" look at the lovebirds aren't they cute that it disgusts you? " someone said laughing darkly I  immediately recognized his voice oh how much do i hate him Chris hid me behind him even though he knew hd didn't have to protect me he knew i can protect myself he just love doing this
" what do you want Jake? " Chris said harshly looking at Jake and his men behind him
" what do you think O'Neil?  " Jake said he used to call Chris with his last name
" why don't you ask your girl O'Neil I bet both of you know what I want " he said his eyes had a very evil look like they were burning with evilness then everything happened to fast again ........ me screaming so they can leave Chris alone ....... them threatening me they'd kill him if I didn't shut up and stay still ....... gunshots sound .... Chris screaming my name ...... everything is black and then again silence screaming
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