The Rap God

chapter 12

* Eminem's P.O.V *

" hey Nora you're not mad at Nick right? " I asked her while driving cause she told me she just wanted to eat cause she's so hungry she said it was like so soooo hungry
" what! Of course I'm not I know he was trying to help I understand really! "
" thanks cause he was all freaked out and he didn't want to tell me ........ actually he was leaving without telling me "
" and he changed his mind cause? "
" ummmmm let's say we had a ..... talk "
" a talk? What kind of talk exactly? " she asked cause I fell like she really has a feeling Nick didn't change his mind willingly
" you really need to know ? "
" is he okay? "
" yeah, totally fine "
" okay ...... you better be saying the truth " she said narrowing her eyes
" don't worry " I said and then I added " he really cares about you like you're not just his friend but his daughter too . Like he loves taking care of you " I said cause really that what it looks like he always talks like she's his little daughter and he has to take care of her
" I know but he has a life and in the last week he didn't leave the home not once he didn't go to his house and I felt bad for seeing him like that he was soooo worried " she said looking out the window and sighing
" He just wanted to take care of you "
" Well my friend you have to know that I'm not a girl that seek to be taking care of " she looked at me half smirking " I already got that shit handled " then she looked out the window again " you know Marshall ........ sometimes it scares me when I think that when he has a girlfriend we won't see each other or stay at each other houses like we're used to ........ I know it may seem a little selfish or you may think I don't want him to live his life and shit but I do and he lives it happily and I'm more than happy he does but sometimes it's just ..... I don't know when he travels I'd miss him! I mean yeah I take care of myself but he's the only real friend I had in long time I don't want to lose him ..... I don't want to lose a close person again! " she was still looking out the window I guess she didn't want to look at me while saying this but I kept looking at her every two minutes or so then look back at the road " you know I think you should really like SERIOUSLY focus on driving and on the road cause dude I don't want to die now " she said laughing and I looked at the road smiling there was a comfortable silence in the car and after a while she broke it " Marshall can I ask you something ? " I was about to answer when she spoke again " you don't have to answer I'm gonna ask anyway " she said and I rolled my eyes at her but said nothing waiting for her to talk " why do you like .... even care? like the first time we met you knew nothing about me yet you listened to me then again after telling you I don't wanna know you again you just didn't care and when I apologized you were acting like nothing happened you know what I mean ? You didn't know me for so much yet you care why? " I was surprised by her question cause I really thought about this a lot to " I don't it's just ..... I really don't know when I thought about it I kept thinking and find nothing really important but I guess it's curiosity "
" curiosity ? "
" yeah like I always have this feeling when I'm around you that you're just a big mystery I don't know a lot of things about you I don't understand you most of the times I see something weird whenever I look into your eyes it's a look I really can't explain not even to me I don't understand what is it! Like what do you think! It's like when I look into your eyes and try to see through you I can't cause you'd have this look that I don't know what is it ....... you're so mysterious and I'm just too curious to know you and what you think and what does that look mean and who's Him and alot of other things it's like you have this kind of gravity but it's made of mystery and this mystery-gravity or whatever you can call it keeps pulling me towards it towards YOU I don't know why I guess it's cause I'm curious and you're mystery I need to figure you out " I finished and looked at her for a moment to see her looking at me with a weird look on her face I couldn't tell if she's sad or happy or confused I don't know and I hate it " so I'm like gravity that pulls you towards it ? "
" yeah, maybe ...... I can't find another explanation "
"Woow a gravity " she wondered looking out the window at the sky " Wooow like I'm some kind of huge planet that has it's own strong gravity and it's own stars and sky " she said and I can hear a smile in her voice
" yeah you're a big planet "
" thanks that's nice ...... and the weirdest way anyone ever described me "
" you're weird like a special case "
" there's no special cases cause the word itself IS a special case Marshall "
" well you're a special special case then " I said and she laughed " thanks that's nice thing to say " she said awkwardly then added
" I knew all that time you loved me oh you shouldn't be so shy say it I know you love me and I love you too Marshall " as she said that my eyes widened and I suddenly stopped the car " WHAT! " I yelled and she burst out laughing " oh my God I can't believe you really believed it and you were furious oh my God you should've seen the look on your face it was fucking priceless " she said between laughs and I realized she was kidding but dude I mean TF? She just kept laughing and I let out a sigh of relief cause she was kidding and then I realized she was kidding she was freaking kidding and no-one should joke about this cause dude we could've had an accident there so I looked at her and narrowed my eyes at her
" You . Don't . Do . This . Again . Understood ? " I warned and she just kept laughing " oh sorry but I had to do this I wish I videotaped it " she kept laughingand I joined her I mean she's weirdo! Then I asked her something " Nora? What if I've told you I love you too what would've you said ? " she stopped laughing and I smirked then she looked at me and coldly said " I would've told you I love you too then asked you to drive me back to the cliff cause I forgot something there the push you off the cliff and BOOF you're gone " she said smirking then laughed I rolled my eyes
" sure typical Nora " I said sarcastically and added " I hate you " then I started the car and drove again she - finally finished laughing - looked at me and said " c'mon I know you love me - as a friend so you won't kill us this time - and I do too you're my friend now dude so shut up cause how can you hate me "
" I'm impressed with your modesty " I said sarcastically
" I know " she said laughing again then there was a comfortable silence again me driving and she gazing the stars like they're talking to her
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As I said it's going to stop for a while yeah but I've some written chapters I'm gonna upload them! They're not much but yeah
I swear this year is very important cause it's my last year at school and I need to study so I can get high grades and go to the college I want sorry
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