fourteen- thoughts

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4 more days 'till he comes. 4 more days until I get to see Calum. Roxy thought. 

She was really having a hard time losing her patience. For her, it seemed that Cal would arrive in New York in four years. 

In the Rowell household, (Yes, it's her last name. Ro preferred her real last name. Ambrusini.) her parents sent their application for a new dog six months ago. The people who help adopters came to their house a week ago to see if it was a good atmosphere to live in. And it was. The dog would be coming in four days and so would Calum. Roxanne would have to pick the dog up then meet Calum at Central Park.  

Even though she knew that the boys were almost to friends, she wanted to give them a thorough tour of the city. She made sure that it wasn't too boring or too long. Ro planned to have at least four sentences per landmark and squish small talk in between. 

"Oh my gosh. Why am I even doing this? Why am I even- ugh fuck this." She muttered. Being a girl is hard. The blonde thought. Along with this thought, there came even more.

I can't even do anything anymore! I'm all messed up because of this one freaking person who decided to friend my on FaceBook! I shouldn't even be here. My real parents should've kept me. Did they give me away because I was a stupid child? I still kind of remember them... Weren't they fighting? 

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"Perché vuoi dare i bambini? Essi sono dono di Dio!" (Why do you want to give the kids away? They are gifts from God!)

"Christina, don't you see? Sono distrazioni dal mio business!" (They are distractions from my buisness!) Mr. Ambrusini replied. 

They argued some more and Ro's mom was crying. 

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I can't believe it. She too was crying. Though this memory was a bit faded, she remembers it. Even though she was seven when this happened, she could understand what was happening. She was hurt inside. Roxanne listened to sad music and the crying continued on as long as the sun had set and she fell asleep. Her sleep was calm but filled with sadness. 

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OK SORRY FOR THE LAST AUTHOR NOTE ON THIS CHAPTER IT WAS A MISTAKE I'M SOO SORRY

Love you Natalie. The gif and chapter is meant for you. 

xoxoxoxo

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